today yar today ,
have a pelikk dreamm .
sweat dou seii .
ACCIDENT .
but got abit funny + kongbu de accident .
hahahaha .
sampat ~
yyy will i have such kind of dream ?
==
watch too many movies .
kigong ~
@@
wateva .
when dinner ,
not ki gong , is kisiao !
arghhh ~~~~~~~
!@#$)(+_"?:?>{{}+
pekchek !
my phone !
cant push up nor pull down !
keh in the middle !
wan sms cant ~
tudiohhh ~
make me on fire ~
PU HUI !
kisiao niao ~
dinner oso bor mood eat .
when go upstairs ,
DAMN ! I TERKICK THE STAIRS !
suii lo !
lagi heng ~
wan get mad niao !
go in my room ...
whole mind is thinking of my phone .
aku beh dong niao .
use violence niao !
mana tau ......
can back .
atudiaaaa ~
aku sweat dao kisiao !
==
b4 ad sot sot deii niao .
just never thought it will tik ki till like that with me .
i bear i bear .
grrrr ~
ouch ~
now just realise that my leg ...
PAIN !!!!!!!!!
>.<
few days ago kena 1 , now another 1 !
wuwuwuwuwu ~~~
hu hu ~~
keep scolding my phone .
grrrrr ~
sii guii ~
BULLY ME !!!
T_____T
Y : W580i , you remember you .
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
i'm just STUPID .
not really in good moods these few days .
because of PMR ?
nope , i think it's not .
because of some stupid stuff ?
yea yea .
absolutely .
=]
i care about it .
damnly care .
so , i will just be afraid .
afraid that i will lose it soon .
will it be ?
will it ?
who can tell me that ,
the answer is NO ?
i'm just simply scared .
last nite ,
i couldn't fall asleep .
my mind is just like rubbish .
it's really damn .
i'm tired , i cant study .
but , at the same time ,
i cant sleep .
i'm alone in the dark room ,
stupidly thinking sucks things .
I'M JUST STUPID !
>.<
i type the message ,
but i don't have the bravery to send it out .
damn .
i have no anymore bravery !
shits ~
at last ,
i just delete it from words to words .
finding other person .
he's really a gud guy .
but he's BENDANN .
sleep jorr duno tell me still say haven't sleep .
accompany me for some time .
thank youu jiekk bendann .
although u're bendan ,
but u make me calm .
mwahh ~
^^
today i didn't go to school .
ponteng jiek .
=]
actually gotta wake up at 9am ,
deciding to study .
BUT ,
i'm failed to wake upp .
still had a nightmare .
T_T
scary ~~~
>.<
until 12pm++ ...
i just get upp lazily .
studyy until bored ,
so now coming upp here to do something .
=]
muack muack ~
less coming here in this week .
i will be studyying most of the time .
PMR is coming soon .
8A's !
kampatteee !
Y : i'm just stupidly thinking something that is stupid . LOLL xP
because of PMR ?
nope , i think it's not .
because of some stupid stuff ?
yea yea .
absolutely .
=]
i care about it .
damnly care .
so , i will just be afraid .
afraid that i will lose it soon .
will it be ?
will it ?
who can tell me that ,
the answer is NO ?
i'm just simply scared .
last nite ,
i couldn't fall asleep .
my mind is just like rubbish .
it's really damn .
i'm tired , i cant study .
but , at the same time ,
i cant sleep .
i'm alone in the dark room ,
stupidly thinking sucks things .
I'M JUST STUPID !
>.<
i type the message ,
but i don't have the bravery to send it out .
damn .
i have no anymore bravery !
shits ~
at last ,
i just delete it from words to words .
finding other person .
he's really a gud guy .
but he's BENDANN .
sleep jorr duno tell me still say haven't sleep .
accompany me for some time .
thank youu jiekk bendann .
although u're bendan ,
but u make me calm .
mwahh ~
^^
today i didn't go to school .
ponteng jiek .
=]
actually gotta wake up at 9am ,
deciding to study .
BUT ,
i'm failed to wake upp .
still had a nightmare .
T_T
scary ~~~
>.<
until 12pm++ ...
i just get upp lazily .
studyy until bored ,
so now coming upp here to do something .
=]
muack muack ~
less coming here in this week .
i will be studyying most of the time .
PMR is coming soon .
8A's !
kampatteee !
Y : i'm just stupidly thinking something that is stupid . LOLL xP
Friday, September 25, 2009
过去·珍惜
last nite ,
a call makes me oioi at 4am .
i mean tis morning .
他 原来还在记忆里
只是 已经变成回忆
我的过去 =]
let it be a pass .
^^
then morning 10am++ just wake up !
damn .
my tuition 11am .
zz .
die ~
when wake up ...
STOMACHACHE LIKE HELL .
sob ~
painn dao whole body cold cold .
冒冷汗 .
><''
sure is yesterday din eat dinner .
no even supper .
wuwu ~
我下次不敢了啦 .....
dehh diao eat biscuits , drink milo .
just nothing .
fiu ~~
go tuition time oso scare will pain pain back lurr .
ho ka caii abit bit nia .
=X
but ... aku duk gu in tuition class .
面无表情 ，双眼熊猫 ，只想睡觉！
hohoho ~
==
but when see dao him ,
really ...
suan le ...
sam tam ~ =((
1pm++ .
ahahaha .
mummy fetch grandpa grandma and a bufdae GIRL in the car !
muahahaa .
yuan laii today is 二阿姨's bufdae xD
she wan treat us mam mam worr ...
yeaii yeaii ~
hug hug her ~
^^
after mam mam ...
take photo with bufdae GIRL ~
ahahah .
xD
here it is =]
a call makes me oioi at 4am .
i mean tis morning .
他 原来还在记忆里
只是 已经变成回忆
我的过去 =]
let it be a pass .
^^
then morning 10am++ just wake up !
damn .
my tuition 11am .
zz .
die ~
when wake up ...
STOMACHACHE LIKE HELL .
sob ~
painn dao whole body cold cold .
冒冷汗 .
><''
sure is yesterday din eat dinner .
no even supper .
wuwu ~
我下次不敢了啦 .....
dehh diao eat biscuits , drink milo .
just nothing .
fiu ~~
go tuition time oso scare will pain pain back lurr .
ho ka caii abit bit nia .
=X
but ... aku duk gu in tuition class .
面无表情 ，双眼熊猫 ，只想睡觉！
hohoho ~
==
but when see dao him ,
really ...
suan le ...
sam tam ~ =((
1pm++ .
ahahaha .
mummy fetch grandpa grandma and a bufdae GIRL in the car !
muahahaa .
yuan laii today is 二阿姨's bufdae xD
she wan treat us mam mam worr ...
yeaii yeaii ~
hug hug her ~
^^
after mam mam ...
take photo with bufdae GIRL ~
ahahah .
xD
here it is =]
leng luiiss xD
but my face so ...... dehh ==
wateva .
cant leng than the bufdae GIRL wat .
hahaha .
muackkss ~
ah yi i lurff you !
happiee bufdae yor ~
^^
and thankss thankss for yourr lunchiee jiek .
xixi .
muack muack ~
back home .
wawawa ...
damn in good moodd lurr .
i'm so happiee that i'm being appreciated .
^^
everything that i have done is worthy .
no matter how much i have forked out ,
it's really worthy .
LURFF YOU .
muacksss ~~
^^
but my face so ...... dehh ==
wateva .
cant leng than the bufdae GIRL wat .
hahaha .
muackkss ~
ah yi i lurff you !
happiee bufdae yor ~
^^
and thankss thankss for yourr lunchiee jiek .
xixi .
muack muack ~
back home .
wawawa ...
damn in good moodd lurr .
i'm so happiee that i'm being appreciated .
^^
everything that i have done is worthy .
no matter how much i have forked out ,
it's really worthy .
LURFF YOU .
muacksss ~~
^^
sms + study jorr 2hours++ ba ?
tired minds jorr .
go down find babiee mam mam !
^^
hahaha .
eng kaii .
kena frenz put aeroplane .
lelele ~
xD ..
mam niao oioi .
oioi niao wake up go out mam mam .
mam niao back .
back niao bath .
bath niao play game .
play game niao blogging ...
hahahaha .
fei hua yi duii =X
wateva lak .
later go study again .
hiak hiak hiak ~
waiwai .
mwahx <3
Y : your appreciation will i appreciate . thanks for everything . =]
自寻烦恼
人类
总爱自寻烦恼
寻找它
却让自己多添一份伤
简简单单
虽然说得容易
但是 却不容易做到
总会对着别人说
其实 自己何尝不是？
或许 能不能做到
我应该先问问自己
我可不可以
我懂 我不行
但 我却无法在别人面前承认
就因为我是我
所以不可以
我 依然无法在别人面前
显示我的伤
因为不想 不要 也不必
只是有时候 还是会受不了
但 我只能强忍
因为我的朋友 还在等待
等待我去安慰
等待我去让他们开心
所以 我只能这样
但是
只要笑容再次展现在他们的脸上
一切都值得
因为我要的 是你们开心
每年的生日愿望都一样
虽然很普遍
但 却最真实
我爱你们 但你们呢？
虽然 或许 我得不到回报
但 我知道
我的付出 不是浪费
因为值得 所以珍惜
=]
总爱自寻烦恼
寻找它
却让自己多添一份伤
简简单单
虽然说得容易
但是 却不容易做到
总会对着别人说
其实 自己何尝不是？
或许 能不能做到
我应该先问问自己
我可不可以
我懂 我不行
但 我却无法在别人面前承认
就因为我是我
所以不可以
我 依然无法在别人面前
显示我的伤
因为不想 不要 也不必
只是有时候 还是会受不了
但 我只能强忍
因为我的朋友 还在等待
等待我去安慰
等待我去让他们开心
所以 我只能这样
但是
只要笑容再次展现在他们的脸上
一切都值得
因为我要的 是你们开心
每年的生日愿望都一样
虽然很普遍
但 却最真实
我爱你们 但你们呢？
虽然 或许 我得不到回报
但 我知道
我的付出 不是浪费
因为值得 所以珍惜
=]
Thursday, September 24, 2009
relaxings . =]
yeaii yeaii ~
2day go as mall watch jorr movie niao !
at last ...
BELATED niao norr ...
lol ...
=X
eeeee ,
actually wan watch 12.40 geh movie ...
mana tau traffic jam go till there ad over jorr the time ...
lol ~
then jiu suan niao ~
go georgetown sit sit + waiting for ah bii jiek .
sitting in front of an ALIEN really kong bu lol .
muahahaha !
aiya !
forgot suan dat ppl ... BOTAK ~
xD
just ordered jorr ice lemon tea .
=]
tok tik tok tik tok ~
his food all come niao .
mine still ....
zzz .
kena perli FACE PROBLEM .
suakkkk .
blek ~
few minutes later ,
phone rang niao .
ah bii reach !
hahaha .
then opposite me de that alien jiu say wan play her worr ...
fine lurr .
xD
bluff her got 2 tickets nia .
no hers .
she really go call her sis fetch her back !!!
==
i tot she played ehhs .
mana tau ~
sendiri kena scold cham cham !
muahahaha !
bendann ah bii xD
chubbiee seii ~
hahahaha .
sayang seii her .
^^
she still wear rabbitss clothes lol .
hahaha .
兔女郎 =X
xD
then jiu mam mam , drink drink , play play ...
2.20 niao lurr .
yeaii yeaii ~
go watch movie !
buy popcorn siin .
but after that ...
he said the tickets hilang ==
swt !
find norr .
find here find there find here find there ...
mana tau when i am disappointed jorr ...
the tickets appeared from his pockets !
==
damn .
wan kill him niao !
pek chek ~
sii lang ~
then terus go in .
=X
and oh ya ...
my bao beii 脚链 T_T
patah jorr lak !
ah jie give ehhs .
wuwuwuw ~~
give him keeppp .
actually ...
WHY I GIVE HIM ?
==
scare disappeared gua ?
wateva .
go watch movie !
yeaii yeaii ~
^^
say sinn har ...
i din cubit dao you ~
=X
ah bii cubit ehhs .
got oh cheh GO FIND HER .
lalala ~
hahahahaha .
blekk ~~
^^
quite funny + abit kongbuu lurr ..
lol ..
4.30 like that ,
finish ~~
hahaha .
wan go sing k ehh lurr !
jin ga ~
seii yan babi tak mau ~
pull his ear !
some passerbyss see till gong gong ...
hahaha !
chap them .
lelele ~
suan jorr .
ebox BYE BYE lurr = (
go mam mam . 华佗馆 .
omg .
the ice cream !
=X
i just eat abit nia beh dong lurr >.<
bu hao chii geh ~
huu ~
suan niao .
someone bought laksa for us jiek .
hee ...
eat eat talk talk ~
yer !
i saw a playground outside there !
i wan go !
they dun wan accompany me ~
= (
i just wan to go there walk walk nia mar .
like that oso bu ke yi ...
huu ~
duno yyy ...
jiu wan go there ...
the place gave me a veli relax and peace feelings ...
yer ......
luan them so long oso dun wan pui me go ...
walk in the mall like that oso shiok ~
i love nature jiek !
got big wind tim lurr ~
^^
they jiu shi dun wan .........................
suan niao ~
chou ren ~
= (
jiu keep walking ... and walking ... and walking ...
until ah bii's sis cum fetch her .
ou shit ~
CELCOM lol ~
cant call in mummy geh phone !
die ~
at last call back home ~
mana tau she said wan terus mam mam here nia .
who fetch 188 go bus stop ?
==
i still not dare told mummy .
wat the ...
as mall NO TAXI !
aku nak hin niao ~
how he gotta back ?
suan niao ~
go and sit sit georgetown lagi ...
sien ~
6.30 .
he gotta back .
i have no idea how he can back .
lol .
mana tau his frens .......
==
at the main door ...
zz ~
boom dao ~
yyy i duno ehhs ?!!?!?
=X
they like veli qi guaii jiang .
i oso bor chap ad .
he can back jiu can niao .
lalala ~
i'm going to be alone !
=X
aha !
yayayaya !
just now met ah dii !
muacksss ~
miss seii him !
^^
he keep touching my head morr ~
iyor ~
xixi ...
alien back niao .
go hua tuo guan see bor mummy .
then jiu go find ah dii at kfc siin !!
xD
ho ~
he still suan me .
jin ga ~
hehe .
i still like b4 ...
like to niam diao him lol .
xD
his frenz sidee me when arguing ...
wakakak !
he beh shiok then told his frenz ...
" 你表跟我讲话！ "
hahaha !
dun wan talk to ppl still told ppl dun talk to him ...
lol sampat ~
chubbiee seii ~
hahahaha !
keep laughing at him .
he dehh sii .
xD
he arhx ...
kena my virus ~
keep going to bite me and jilat me !
=X
dun touch him .
abor sure kena .
hahahaha .
sayang seii him ~
^^
then talk talk till forgot time niao .
rush to meet mummy !
hahaha .
i bu 22 jiu look her eat nia .
eat ais kacang =]
then jiu back niao .
hehehehe .
tired lurr 2day .
but whole day din study !
feel guilty =X
later go .
just now LKL find back me .
shocked .
he so long din find me jorr lol .
xD
keep forcing me go study .
ish ~
but he bcum lekk in shooting ppl jorr .
i lose neh !
wat the ...
haih ~
tak pa lak ~
after that oso win back ~
wakakakaka !
muackss ~
i will study jiekk =]
ytd oso same .
ah gor suddenly find back me .
zzz .
recently so many long long din contact de find back me .
but neh ...
all told me about ... PMR ==
wateva .
always in my mind lak all .
muack muack ~
love everyone of you .
<3
ehh ehh ehh ~
dua buii alien .
maii unhappiee niao .
remember 名言 ！
HAPPINESS COMES FROM A SIMPLE MIND .
=]
Y : have a great relaxing dayss .
after today , +u for my PMR !
it's damnly near jorr .
actually got abit geli pun lak .
LOL .
last time geo got 65% coz bor study .
this time maii jor lak .
po pi po pi >.<
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
how does a friendship last long ?
someone has been telling me ,
friends , is just a tool to get something that you want .
i deny it .
for me , friends can just be made by true hearts ,
but not just purposely to achieve something .
but , for others ?
is it real ?
am i just a tool ?
i ask myself .
friendship is built through beliefs , cares , and love .
when the one of it is not in between friends ,
the friendship is just skin deep .
it's just superficial .
how to hold us together without these ?
perhaps , in this moment ,
you are being cared .
but , noone will guarantee that it can last long until another minutes .
who is going to make the promise ?
even i can't promise it .
friendship is a part of our life .
without it , our life will be dull .
but , how does a friendship last long ?
Y:
it's hard to get true friends .
do appreciate what you have now .
do not regret just when they are lost .
enjoy the moment , and be happy that you have such nice memory .
don't turn over looking to your past .
look into the future .
and you will grrow faster .
=]
friends , is just a tool to get something that you want .
i deny it .
for me , friends can just be made by true hearts ,
but not just purposely to achieve something .
but , for others ?
is it real ?
am i just a tool ?
i ask myself .
friendship is built through beliefs , cares , and love .
when the one of it is not in between friends ,
the friendship is just skin deep .
it's just superficial .
how to hold us together without these ?
perhaps , in this moment ,
you are being cared .
but , noone will guarantee that it can last long until another minutes .
who is going to make the promise ?
even i can't promise it .
friendship is a part of our life .
without it , our life will be dull .
but , how does a friendship last long ?
Y:
it's hard to get true friends .
do appreciate what you have now .
do not regret just when they are lost .
enjoy the moment , and be happy that you have such nice memory .
don't turn over looking to your past .
look into the future .
and you will grrow faster .
=]
tiring minds @@
huu ~
just 11am++ ...
mummy and ah jie lol !
wan chat oso maii chat here ma ...
扰人清梦 ~
>.<
cant sleep well quite some days lurr ...
still kena kacau me up ~
damn damn damn =X
run go toilet ~
wawawa !
more quiet norr !
lol ...
=.='''
wateva lak ~
lelele ~
jiu so early wake up niao ...
but actually ad ponteng ceramah at 9am geh jorr lurr .
hahahah .
bafu bafu ~
then ...
fa daii ~~~~
duno wan do what pun ...
then 小阿姨 laii lurr ...
with her baby !
baby luii so naughty jiek ~
dun let people touch ...
dun let people bao bao ~
wan play with her oso aii cryy maii cryy ~
==
suakkkk .
xiao qi gui ~
hahaha .
always blek nia .
lol .
xD ..
ah yi back lurr ...
i oso tak tau wan do what ...
摸东摸西 ~
at last ... mam mam =x
then STUDY !
ahahahaha .
yor ~
i oso beh tahan ~
i so guaii !!!
omg ~
hahax !
blek ~~
^^
4pm , tuition .
damn sien .
go fai daii there .
my hand got move .
keep on writing .
but nii ...
i duno what i'm writing .
==
4 - 6.30 fa daii there .
WASTE MY TIME .
damn zha dao ~
back niao ah bii call laii .
wan scold me yyy din reply her msg .
wakakaka .
but i let her cant scold me !
oh yessiee !
i so geng jiek~~
xD ..
then then then ...
beng beng hin hin ai ao @@
go bafu bafu >.<
nite . mam mam .
then ALIEN wan sit my car worr .
but BOR DARE worr .
muahahaha .
chehhhh ~
mao yong .
babi .
xD
till now bor give me answer .
wat the =.='''
aku sleepy ad .
hin ~~~~
555 ~~
sob ~~~
wateva .
2moro go watch movie ! - 吓到笑
but now ...
aku gotta go back to my bed bed jorr .
dun care is just laying or oioi .
beh tahan lur .
>.<
waiwai lurr .
nite nitezz .
Y : enjoyy the movie and the day =] FREE EHHS . hahahaha . xD
just 11am++ ...
mummy and ah jie lol !
wan chat oso maii chat here ma ...
扰人清梦 ~
>.<
cant sleep well quite some days lurr ...
still kena kacau me up ~
damn damn damn =X
run go toilet ~
wawawa !
more quiet norr !
lol ...
=.='''
wateva lak ~
lelele ~
jiu so early wake up niao ...
but actually ad ponteng ceramah at 9am geh jorr lurr .
hahahah .
bafu bafu ~
then ...
fa daii ~~~~
duno wan do what pun ...
then 小阿姨 laii lurr ...
with her baby !
baby luii so naughty jiek ~
dun let people touch ...
dun let people bao bao ~
wan play with her oso aii cryy maii cryy ~
==
suakkkk .
xiao qi gui ~
hahaha .
always blek nia .
lol .
xD ..
ah yi back lurr ...
i oso tak tau wan do what ...
摸东摸西 ~
at last ... mam mam =x
then STUDY !
ahahahaha .
yor ~
i oso beh tahan ~
i so guaii !!!
omg ~
hahax !
blek ~~
^^
4pm , tuition .
damn sien .
go fai daii there .
my hand got move .
keep on writing .
but nii ...
i duno what i'm writing .
==
4 - 6.30 fa daii there .
WASTE MY TIME .
damn zha dao ~
back niao ah bii call laii .
wan scold me yyy din reply her msg .
wakakaka .
but i let her cant scold me !
oh yessiee !
i so geng jiek~~
xD ..
then then then ...
beng beng hin hin ai ao @@
go bafu bafu >.<
nite . mam mam .
then ALIEN wan sit my car worr .
but BOR DARE worr .
muahahaha .
chehhhh ~
mao yong .
babi .
xD
till now bor give me answer .
wat the =.='''
aku sleepy ad .
hin ~~~~
555 ~~
sob ~~~
wateva .
2moro go watch movie ! - 吓到笑
but now ...
aku gotta go back to my bed bed jorr .
dun care is just laying or oioi .
beh tahan lur .
>.<
waiwai lurr .
nite nitezz .
Y : enjoyy the movie and the day =] FREE EHHS . hahahaha . xD
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
the scenery that i had longed to see xD
SIEN
SIEN SIEN SIEN ...
6.45 ad woke up ,
attend the stupiak tuition at 7.30 ~
><
sleepy dou seii ...
last nite so late oioi ...
i mean ... this morning ==
hahahaha .
my babii cum n stay at my house .
he looked more sleepy than me lol .
eng kaii ~
who tell him wan pia game ?
told him oioi he tak mau XD
shiokk ~
lagi 1 ALIEN oso .
eng kaii ehhs .
5am++ still sms laii say he havent oioi !
=='''
bor lat ...
all oso babi ...
but all tak mau oioi de BABI ==
when tuition ...
duk gu ~
i keep thinking about 10am ...
looking at my phone ...
tik tak tik tak tik tak ~~
...
....
......
yeaii yeaii !
10am !
muahaha !
back ... xD
the 1st thing i wanna do is ...
SLEEPPPP .
xD
BUT nii ...
start fom 10++ ...
lay on bed bed ...
nak oioi ~
but nii ...
MY PHONE KEEP RINGING .
=.=
message lak , call lak ...
all blur blur reply , blur blur take up .
but nii ...
THE PILOT ALIEN ...
his msg make me awake more abit ~
=X
sii lang bus ~
close close close ~
other day close cant mie ?!!?!?
raya nia ma ...
raya jiu tak mau money nia arhx ?
jin ga jin ga jin ga !
make me being put aeroplane .
wat the lol lol lol !!!
the ALIEN oso same de lak ...
wont early abit go check got bus or not geh ...
fang fei ji ~
suakkkkk .
delay till thursday .
i wan double .
muahahaha !
not only pay tickets money ,
oso include my lunch / high tea .
oh yeaii ~
xD ..
then jiu ...
whole afternoon actually cant oioi well ...
duno yyy ...
jiu veli san fu ~
just 半睡半醒 ...
not really rest rest dao ~
jiu like that blur blur blur till 3pm++ wake up eat lunchiee ...
then jiu go out .......
go buy my books , go cut hair hair !
^^
tada tada !
tak mau upload my photos kok ...
BE SECRETIVE xD
then jiu dinner outside .
=]
back nia jiu kena ah dyy suan ~
say i sure go on9 ehhs ~
ahhahaha .
BINGO !
^^
hao lurr ...
later guaii guaii go study lurr ...
hee ...
muack muack muack ~
seii ALIEN , thursday if no bus again i chap u board taxi or RUN laii here , DARE PUT ME AEROPLANE AGAIN JIU KILL YOU ! blek ~
Y : PMR is coming . i'll put my heart on readings niao . STOP THINKING OTHER STUFF =X
6.45 ad woke up ,
attend the stupiak tuition at 7.30 ~
><
sleepy dou seii ...
last nite so late oioi ...
i mean ... this morning ==
hahahaha .
my babii cum n stay at my house .
he looked more sleepy than me lol .
eng kaii ~
who tell him wan pia game ?
told him oioi he tak mau XD
shiokk ~
lagi 1 ALIEN oso .
eng kaii ehhs .
5am++ still sms laii say he havent oioi !
=='''
bor lat ...
all oso babi ...
but all tak mau oioi de BABI ==
when tuition ...
duk gu ~
i keep thinking about 10am ...
looking at my phone ...
tik tak tik tak tik tak ~~
...
....
......
yeaii yeaii !
10am !
muahaha !
back ... xD
the 1st thing i wanna do is ...
SLEEPPPP .
xD
BUT nii ...
start fom 10++ ...
lay on bed bed ...
nak oioi ~
but nii ...
MY PHONE KEEP RINGING .
=.=
message lak , call lak ...
all blur blur reply , blur blur take up .
but nii ...
THE PILOT ALIEN ...
his msg make me awake more abit ~
=X
sii lang bus ~
close close close ~
other day close cant mie ?!!?!?
raya nia ma ...
raya jiu tak mau money nia arhx ?
jin ga jin ga jin ga !
make me being put aeroplane .
wat the lol lol lol !!!
the ALIEN oso same de lak ...
wont early abit go check got bus or not geh ...
fang fei ji ~
suakkkkk .
delay till thursday .
i wan double .
muahahaha !
not only pay tickets money ,
oso include my lunch / high tea .
oh yeaii ~
xD ..
then jiu ...
whole afternoon actually cant oioi well ...
duno yyy ...
jiu veli san fu ~
just 半睡半醒 ...
not really rest rest dao ~
jiu like that blur blur blur till 3pm++ wake up eat lunchiee ...
then jiu go out .......
go buy my books , go cut hair hair !
^^
tada tada !
tak mau upload my photos kok ...
BE SECRETIVE xD
then jiu dinner outside .
=]
back nia jiu kena ah dyy suan ~
say i sure go on9 ehhs ~
ahhahaha .
BINGO !
^^
hao lurr ...
later guaii guaii go study lurr ...
hee ...
muack muack muack ~
seii ALIEN , thursday if no bus again i chap u board taxi or RUN laii here , DARE PUT ME AEROPLANE AGAIN JIU KILL YOU ! blek ~
Y : PMR is coming . i'll put my heart on readings niao . STOP THINKING OTHER STUFF =X
LOL ?
today veli guaii guaii lur ...
1pm++ just wake up !
yeaii yeaii ~
^^
at last i can wake up soooo EARLY ...
muhaahha !
jiu if mummy din cheng ,
i think i still oioi till duno wat time lur ...
hohoho ~
then jiu go bafu bafu , eat breakfast / lunch , watch tv yi xia xia ...
then jiu ......
STUDY !!!
ahahahahaha .
guaii mao guaii mao ?
^^
i'm quite satisfied today .
coz when study can concentrate .
but i think until 4++ ...
soli lur ...
i start sleepy niao ~
zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ ~
tak pa ~
i oso have to leave away from my book jorr .
coz i'm goin to grandma's house .
hehehe .
so long dinn back lur .
=]
when goin back home time ......
oh my god ~
i saw so leng geh scenery !!!
leng leng leng !!!
^^
i took jorr lots and lots of photos .
i wanna fen xiang with u all geh .
xD
but neh ...
now lazy put cable lak .
using ah gor's laptop .
hee .
but neh ...
lagi 1 awesome SCENERY -- traffic jam ==
damn lol .
then benlaii wan finish our dinner just go as mall geh .
so now ...
go as mall 1st lurr .
later just go back mam mam .
ou yea ~
i realise that today my frenz got performance there !
hahaaha .
i gotta watch it .
yeaii yeaii =]
ah ge ah mii go bought clothes ...
me ah jie and biao ge watch from up there .
yor ~
my eyes keep running here and there ,
finding my frenz jiekk .
mana tau sms him ,
HE BALU GOING .
==
swt seii .
mummy gotta back !
LOLLLLLL
after few minutes he said he reach jorr .
i gotta back !
ask him where is him so that i can go and find him .
but he din reply !
wat the =.='''
suakkkkk ~
bor ian lak .
aihhh ~~
then jiu back nuu .
10pm just eat my dinner !
22 lurr ~
huhuhuhu ~
eat many many xDD
bao bao ~~
11pm++ ah dyy bought GAII BEII back .
seii lur .
i still bao bao + sleepy ~~
lolll ~
see how sinn lakk .
bath bath niao then on9 !
i'm here jiek .
huu ~
2moro morning 7.30am GOT TUITION !
sure sleepy till die =x
afternoon still go watch movie .
wo cham niao .
hong mao hong mao .
><
tak pa !
not me give money !
wakakakaka !
lelelele ~
^^
watever lak .
i'd better oioi earlier today .
HOPE SO .
lol .
hahahaha .
muack muack ~
waiwai lur .
=]
Y: at last i can watch that movie niao ! hohoho ~ ANXIOUS xD
1pm++ just wake up !
yeaii yeaii ~
^^
at last i can wake up soooo EARLY ...
muhaahha !
jiu if mummy din cheng ,
i think i still oioi till duno wat time lur ...
hohoho ~
then jiu go bafu bafu , eat breakfast / lunch , watch tv yi xia xia ...
then jiu ......
STUDY !!!
ahahahahaha .
guaii mao guaii mao ?
^^
i'm quite satisfied today .
coz when study can concentrate .
but i think until 4++ ...
soli lur ...
i start sleepy niao ~
zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ ~
tak pa ~
i oso have to leave away from my book jorr .
coz i'm goin to grandma's house .
hehehe .
so long dinn back lur .
=]
when goin back home time ......
oh my god ~
i saw so leng geh scenery !!!
leng leng leng !!!
^^
i took jorr lots and lots of photos .
i wanna fen xiang with u all geh .
xD
but neh ...
now lazy put cable lak .
using ah gor's laptop .
hee .
but neh ...
lagi 1 awesome SCENERY -- traffic jam ==
damn lol .
then benlaii wan finish our dinner just go as mall geh .
so now ...
go as mall 1st lurr .
later just go back mam mam .
ou yea ~
i realise that today my frenz got performance there !
hahaaha .
i gotta watch it .
yeaii yeaii =]
ah ge ah mii go bought clothes ...
me ah jie and biao ge watch from up there .
yor ~
my eyes keep running here and there ,
finding my frenz jiekk .
mana tau sms him ,
HE BALU GOING .
==
swt seii .
mummy gotta back !
LOLLLLLL
after few minutes he said he reach jorr .
i gotta back !
ask him where is him so that i can go and find him .
but he din reply !
wat the =.='''
suakkkkk ~
bor ian lak .
aihhh ~~
then jiu back nuu .
10pm just eat my dinner !
22 lurr ~
huhuhuhu ~
eat many many xDD
bao bao ~~
11pm++ ah dyy bought GAII BEII back .
seii lur .
i still bao bao + sleepy ~~
lolll ~
see how sinn lakk .
bath bath niao then on9 !
i'm here jiek .
huu ~
2moro morning 7.30am GOT TUITION !
sure sleepy till die =x
afternoon still go watch movie .
wo cham niao .
hong mao hong mao .
><
tak pa !
not me give money !
wakakakaka !
lelelele ~
^^
watever lak .
i'd better oioi earlier today .
HOPE SO .
lol .
hahahaha .
muack muack ~
waiwai lur .
=]
Y: at last i can watch that movie niao ! hohoho ~ ANXIOUS xD
Sunday, September 20, 2009
my privacy is mine .
don't ever try to interfere in my privacy .
stop your stupid actions .
damn . hate .
i try and try to bear and bear .
but ...
I'M TIRED !
STOP IT BY NOW .
i changed the bloggiee address is just because of those stupid facts .
hate .
Y: full of hate . = (
stop your stupid actions .
damn . hate .
i try and try to bear and bear .
but ...
I'M TIRED !
STOP IT BY NOW .
i changed the bloggiee address is just because of those stupid facts .
hate .
Y: full of hate . = (
A SICK DAY =]
today quite silent gehh.
when meeting already sick jorr .
beng beng @@
sore throat >.<
at last ...
FEVER . =x
speechless .
then they ungkit that ......
bor mood jorr ...
whatever .
lol .
damn .
go tuition bor ximm jorr .
luan luan do luan luan write .
dizzy .
aku nak vomit >.< after tuition ah yee follow me back . sii guii her .
搞我 Xp
hahaha !
she back jorr .
whole ppl lay on bed bed , no strength lurr .
= (
really sick niao norr .
sob ~~
drink water drink water drink water ....
......
.............
ehh ? better jorr !
hahaha ! geng niee ?
till now oso haven't oioi . =x
hao lurr .
now go niao .
hahaha .
nite nitezz .
muack muack ~
Y : woii . get AAAAAAAA narr xD ..
when meeting already sick jorr .
beng beng @@
sore throat >.<
at last ...
FEVER . =x
speechless .
then they ungkit that ......
bor mood jorr ...
whatever .
lol .
damn .
go tuition bor ximm jorr .
luan luan do luan luan write .
dizzy .
aku nak vomit >.< after tuition ah yee follow me back . sii guii her .
搞我 Xp
hahaha !
she back jorr .
whole ppl lay on bed bed , no strength lurr .
= (
really sick niao norr .
sob ~~
drink water drink water drink water ....
......
.............
ehh ? better jorr !
hahaha ! geng niee ?
till now oso haven't oioi . =x
hao lurr .
now go niao .
hahaha .
nite nitezz .
muack muack ~
Y : woii . get AAAAAAAA narr xD ..
学会 19/9/09
难过的左心房渐渐冷却
原来是晴天变成雨天
爱走了多远 遗留在昨天
辛酸只能强忍住 不被发现
还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的黑白相间
我们肩并肩 走不到明天
终于我了解 爱有期限
也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些 密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面
美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着 和你拥抱道别
却模糊了 最后一句再见
=]
Y: i love the lyrics . damn in love with it .
mwahh <3
Saturday, September 19, 2009
changing xD ..
swt ...
later 10++ got meeting ...
i'm still here ...
doing bobo things ...
=.=
whatever ~
later sure duk gu ~
a xiong mao luii appears in KFC !
yeaii yeaii ~
lol =x ..
anyway ...
change the templates ,
the colour ,
the font .........
lelele ~
shiok !
^^
Y : i think i should shut down my com and go to SLEEPPPP .
hehe .
nite nitezz yar .
muack muack ~
<3
boi =]
讨厌解释
不想解释 ...
不要解释 ...
讨厌解释 ...
至少现在 ...
我根本不想 解释 ~
为什么什么事情都要说出口才懂 ？
就是不喜欢这样 ...
随便了 ...
早知道 就直接睡觉！
手痒 心痒 ~
笨！
我真得不懂 ...
是你让我心情不好 还是我搞得你心情不好 ...
算了 ...
一样！
Y : 我讨厌解释！
不要解释 ...
讨厌解释 ...
至少现在 ...
我根本不想 解释 ~
为什么什么事情都要说出口才懂 ？
就是不喜欢这样 ...
随便了 ...
早知道 就直接睡觉！
手痒 心痒 ~
笨！
我真得不懂 ...
是你让我心情不好 还是我搞得你心情不好 ...
算了 ...
一样！
Y : 我讨厌解释！
Thursday, September 17, 2009
沉默
不懂 ..
突然就想静下来 ...
当然 ...
一部分是因为 ...
我病了 ~
>.<
肚子疼的第五天 ...
不敢告诉老妈子 ...
不然肯定抓我去医院了 ...
我表 ~~ =X
不管了 ...
反正今天好一些了 ...
呵呵 ~
啦啦啦 ~
不想说话 ...
至少这一秒不想 ~
Y ： 有时候 ，沉默也是一种享受
p/s :
written yesterday , and just being saved the half post .
=X
the c2PIG modem bully me !
T_T
突然就想静下来 ...
当然 ...
一部分是因为 ...
我病了 ~
>.<
肚子疼的第五天 ...
不敢告诉老妈子 ...
不然肯定抓我去医院了 ...
我表 ~~ =X
不管了 ...
反正今天好一些了 ...
呵呵 ~
啦啦啦 ~
不想说话 ...
至少这一秒不想 ~
Y ： 有时候 ，沉默也是一种享受
p/s :
written yesterday , and just being saved the half post .
=X
the c2PIG modem bully me !
T_T
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
倔强
强
它的定义是什么？
无所不能？
还是所向无敌？
对我来说
它只是一件武装
来掩饰自己的懦弱
来面对眼前的困难
强 还是会累 还是有软弱的时候
累了
却用不同的方式去放开
流泪
向朋友哭诉
把自己关起来 不让别人找到
看看天空
安静
借借爱人的肩膀
放开以后
继续穿上它 不回头地 勇敢向前走
强
不会让眼泪成为伤痛的佐证
强
让一切变得坚持
变得更有勇气
但 也让我们更脆弱 更累
它的定义是什么？
无所不能？
还是所向无敌？
对我来说
它只是一件武装
来掩饰自己的懦弱
来面对眼前的困难
强 还是会累 还是有软弱的时候
累了
却用不同的方式去放开
流泪
向朋友哭诉
把自己关起来 不让别人找到
看看天空
安静
借借爱人的肩膀
放开以后
继续穿上它 不回头地 勇敢向前走
强
不会让眼泪成为伤痛的佐证
强
让一切变得坚持
变得更有勇气
但 也让我们更脆弱 更累
Sunday, September 13, 2009
1st time i did .
this is the 1st time ,
i deleted my posts .
don't know yyy ,
each time i open my bloggiee ,
saw the posts , the words ,
the 1st thing running in my mind is to ...
DELETE IT .
i delete it not because i feel sorry or wat ...
is just because i wan to delete the memories .
=]
this is a bad memory .
i don't think that i should keep it and TREASURE it .
i do not need to .
or else i will not be happiee .
hehe .
whatever i get and loss or even hurts in the memory ,
i will not remember it already .
because it is deleted .
delete from here , delete from mind .
^^
i'm happiee because i am not influenced by it .
my life is still going on .
stupiak norr if i care it .
hahaha .
i'm going on with my PMR !
chamm norr ....
ah buii study ~
wan pia niao ~
^^
+u+u+u !
Y : UNCLE T =]
you are added to my buddiess list .
thankss thankss xD
i deleted my posts .
don't know yyy ,
each time i open my bloggiee ,
saw the posts , the words ,
the 1st thing running in my mind is to ...
DELETE IT .
i delete it not because i feel sorry or wat ...
is just because i wan to delete the memories .
=]
this is a bad memory .
i don't think that i should keep it and TREASURE it .
i do not need to .
or else i will not be happiee .
hehe .
whatever i get and loss or even hurts in the memory ,
i will not remember it already .
because it is deleted .
delete from here , delete from mind .
^^
i'm happiee because i am not influenced by it .
my life is still going on .
stupiak norr if i care it .
hahaha .
i'm going on with my PMR !
chamm norr ....
ah buii study ~
wan pia niao ~
^^
+u+u+u !
Y : UNCLE T =]
you are added to my buddiess list .
thankss thankss xD
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
雨刚下过
天晴后
又是一片乌云朝着吹来
接下来 就是一场倾盆大雨
洗涤所有空气中的灰尘
但
雨后 天还会再放晴吗？
心情不好时
看看天空的乌云 飞速走着
但是 却依然期待晴天的莅临
看看夜晚的星星 陪我说话
但是 却依然奢望太阳的出现
看着房里的洋娃娃 向它诉苦
但是 却依然知道 问题还是存在
那会是什么 是怎样的事实
没人懂
现在能做的 就只剩等待
时间就这样一分一秒的流逝
让人感到刺痛
是误会 是小事吗？
我已经没有力气再去思考
也不想再思考
因为 累了 不介意了 无所谓了 不想管了
Y: 雨后 天会晴
Everytime & Everything
everytime it happens ...
everytime it occurs ...
everytime i'm worried ...
everytime i'm afraid ...
everytime i feel hate ...
everytime i feel sorry ...
everytime i feel touched ...
everytime i'm hurt ......
every of my time is full of surprise ...
every of my time is full of fear ...
every of my time ,
you'll participate in .
my everytime and everything are mine .
i decide my everytime and everything .
they are in my hands .
but ,
everytime of mine is be with you s .
everything of mine is shared with you s .
everytime and everything of mine ,
they are every of our memories .
they are every of our yesterdays .
every every of my life ,
you s are be with me .
you s will never run away from me .
because i need you s , babes .
i'll never loss you s .
i promised .
Y : frenz 4eva <3
决不照单全收
可不可以让我知道...
一个人到底要怎样才可以得到安全感和信任？
有没有可以回答我？
但这次...
那个人...不是我~
或许她对我们没信心了吧？
或是说...
他觉得我们不要她？
我不懂...
一个痛苦的秘密就折腾了我一个晚上...
但那秘密却不是由我来收...
为什么不是我？
为什么要是B?
我觉得好心痛，好心痛...
心疼B为了要保守那不成秘密的秘密而痛苦...
这次真的玩得太大了吧？
为什么要这样？
为什么老是说要保守秘密？
秘密到最后也一样揭开不是吗？
那为什么不让我得到我想要的答案？
为什么要这样让我辛苦，让大家辛苦？
目的是什么？
想看到我们不开心？
还是纯粹要我们的关心？
看了她的部落格以后...
我也不懂这是不是B口里说的秘密...
因为我根本不觉得两者之间有什么关系...
其实我们的关系...
就是这样不是吗？
我们并没有排斥她...
没有在你我之间建立了一道围墙不让她跨越...
更没有想过要刻意的避开她之类...
但对她来说，
我们却是一座高墙...
我不懂！
或许不是介入不了我们...
而是在等待我们主动去找她...
主动去跟她聊天...
是这样吗？
我不懂~
我懂大家都有在看我的部落格...
但是...
我只是想要发泄我自己的情绪...
这是我的空间...
我有权利去发泄我不想要的情绪...
既然没有答案...
我唯有猜测 , 不是吗？
对不起...
我没有故意的想要伤害任何人...
我就是这样...
喜欢不喜欢都会照说...
因为我讨厌隐瞒我的不满...
讨厌隐瞒我的情绪...
我不会对人家的不满照单全收...
而且...
我绝不是会主动的那个人~
Y: 我就是这样...
一个人到底要怎样才可以得到安全感和信任？
有没有可以回答我？
但这次...
那个人...不是我~
或许她对我们没信心了吧？
或是说...
他觉得我们不要她？
我不懂...
一个痛苦的秘密就折腾了我一个晚上...
但那秘密却不是由我来收...
为什么不是我？
为什么要是B?
我觉得好心痛，好心痛...
心疼B为了要保守那不成秘密的秘密而痛苦...
这次真的玩得太大了吧？
为什么要这样？
为什么老是说要保守秘密？
秘密到最后也一样揭开不是吗？
那为什么不让我得到我想要的答案？
为什么要这样让我辛苦，让大家辛苦？
目的是什么？
想看到我们不开心？
还是纯粹要我们的关心？
看了她的部落格以后...
我也不懂这是不是B口里说的秘密...
因为我根本不觉得两者之间有什么关系...
其实我们的关系...
就是这样不是吗？
我们并没有排斥她...
没有在你我之间建立了一道围墙不让她跨越...
更没有想过要刻意的避开她之类...
但对她来说，
我们却是一座高墙...
我不懂！
或许不是介入不了我们...
而是在等待我们主动去找她...
主动去跟她聊天...
是这样吗？
我不懂~
我懂大家都有在看我的部落格...
但是...
我只是想要发泄我自己的情绪...
这是我的空间...
我有权利去发泄我不想要的情绪...
既然没有答案...
我唯有猜测 , 不是吗？
对不起...
我没有故意的想要伤害任何人...
我就是这样...
喜欢不喜欢都会照说...
因为我讨厌隐瞒我的不满...
讨厌隐瞒我的情绪...
我不会对人家的不满照单全收...
而且...
我绝不是会主动的那个人~
Y: 我就是这样...
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
our friendship never ends .
i appreciate everythings between us .
it's truth .
i'm truly sppreciated ,
every of the memories ,
every of the steps that we walk through ,
every of the moment we stay together ,
everything .
i'm sorry .
few days ago ,
i was regret for what i had done .
i just vented up all my anger on you ,
without reasons .
i hoped that you knew ,
that was not really the truth .
i was not meant anything to hurt your feelings .
i knew a sorry would not turn back the clock .
but i truly hoped that it would not be kept in your heart .
一句无心的言语
或许 我伤害了你
一句道歉 或许也无法你补
但是 我会尝试去补偿
因为
我珍惜 珍惜你我之间的一切
Y: our friendship will never end . muackss =]
it's truth .
i'm truly sppreciated ,
every of the memories ,
every of the steps that we walk through ,
every of the moment we stay together ,
everything .
i'm sorry .
few days ago ,
i was regret for what i had done .
i just vented up all my anger on you ,
without reasons .
i hoped that you knew ,
that was not really the truth .
i was not meant anything to hurt your feelings .
i knew a sorry would not turn back the clock .
but i truly hoped that it would not be kept in your heart .
一句无心的言语
或许 我伤害了你
一句道歉 或许也无法你补
但是 我会尝试去补偿
因为
我珍惜 珍惜你我之间的一切
Y: our friendship will never end . muackss =]
Friday, September 4, 2009
CHANGES .
firstly ,
i have to say soli to all my lurbiee nMn's bao beii ...
really soli soli lak ~
but ...
i'm really moody like hell ...
damn SHIT !
don't know why ,
jiu ...
don't want to talk ,
don't want to smile ,
don't want to hiu people .....
i just want to be alone .
my heart knew what's going on .
but ...
i can't control it .
just ... fed up hell !
shit moody .
but but but ...
i'm so happiee since going out with my jie .
^^
know what ?
we laugh since going out from home .
what also laugh !
sot ehh ~
zha dao ~
hahahahaha !
and her frenz ~
lagi sampat !!!
i tot me n jie ad veli siao niao ...
mana tau ...
1 more siao eh ka xD
veli shiok today ~
i totally forgot all my unhappiness when hanging out with them .
eeee ...
we went to ...
- City Plaza
[ malays boom ~ what the =x then walk laii walk qu , mam mam , and ... ??? LAUGH ~ hahahaha ! ]
- Pacific
[ still walk laii walk qu , mam mam , laugh lagi ~ and ... what else tak tau ~ hahax ! ]
- Spring Leaf
[ sit sit , mam mam lagi =x , then ... do sampat things ~ xD LAUGH again ... hahahaha ! LOL xD ]
hang out with ah jie more ...
i sure become fat pig niao !
lol ...
hahaha !
but i am happiee enough ~
at least it changes my stupiak moody feelings .
xD
yeaii yeaii ~
change my impression to ah jie's frenz .
actually he's quite nicee what ...
just if you duno him ...
you'll feel he's LCLY ...
xD
but but but ...
come back tiok mummy cheng ~
hohoho ~
but it's worthy lak ~
muahaha !
^^
Y: THANKS AH JIE AND HER FRIEND . I FEEL MUCH BETTER <3
i have to say soli to all my lurbiee nMn's bao beii ...
really soli soli lak ~
but ...
i'm really moody like hell ...
damn SHIT !
don't know why ,
jiu ...
don't want to talk ,
don't want to smile ,
don't want to hiu people .....
i just want to be alone .
my heart knew what's going on .
but ...
i can't control it .
just ... fed up hell !
shit moody .
but but but ...
i'm so happiee since going out with my jie .
^^
know what ?
we laugh since going out from home .
what also laugh !
sot ehh ~
zha dao ~
hahahahaha !
and her frenz ~
lagi sampat !!!
i tot me n jie ad veli siao niao ...
mana tau ...
1 more siao eh ka xD
veli shiok today ~
i totally forgot all my unhappiness when hanging out with them .
eeee ...
we went to ...
- City Plaza
[ malays boom ~ what the =x then walk laii walk qu , mam mam , and ... ??? LAUGH ~ hahahaha ! ]
- Pacific
[ still walk laii walk qu , mam mam , laugh lagi ~ and ... what else tak tau ~ hahax ! ]
- Spring Leaf
[ sit sit , mam mam lagi =x , then ... do sampat things ~ xD LAUGH again ... hahahaha ! LOL xD ]
hang out with ah jie more ...
i sure become fat pig niao !
lol ...
hahaha !
but i am happiee enough ~
at least it changes my stupiak moody feelings .
xD
yeaii yeaii ~
change my impression to ah jie's frenz .
actually he's quite nicee what ...
just if you duno him ...
you'll feel he's LCLY ...
xD
but but but ...
come back tiok mummy cheng ~
hohoho ~
but it's worthy lak ~
muahaha !
^^
Y: THANKS AH JIE AND HER FRIEND . I FEEL MUCH BETTER <3
静静的夜
原先 好多好多的回忆想说出口
但是 过了几天了 都没心情po上来
不懂 为什么
03/09/09 1.12am
总觉得
我好多余
多余地出现在别人的生活里
多余地生活在自己的世界里
不被在乎
不被重视
不被介意
不被疼爱
其实 我要的
只是一份真心
而不是一个不会说话的娃娃的 单纯陪伴
这一夜
我没有笑容
只有疲惫
好讨厌 好讨厌
信息不被回复的感觉
就好像
在你们心里
连一个小小的位子
都不能为我留住
这一夜
每个每个没生命的它们
在我身边
静静地 陪着
Y: i'm in isolation . i do need it .
期待？渴望？或许...不应该了 因为...不值得
但是 过了几天了 都没心情po上来
不懂 为什么
03/09/09 1.12am
总觉得
我好多余
多余地出现在别人的生活里
多余地生活在自己的世界里
不被在乎
不被重视
不被介意
不被疼爱
其实 我要的
只是一份真心
而不是一个不会说话的娃娃的 单纯陪伴
这一夜
我没有笑容
只有疲惫
好讨厌 好讨厌
信息不被回复的感觉
就好像
在你们心里
连一个小小的位子
都不能为我留住
这一夜
每个每个没生命的它们
在我身边
静静地 陪着
Y: i'm in isolation . i do need it .
期待？渴望？或许...不应该了 因为...不值得
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