I'm SORRY ><

today today today ...

haihhhyo ~~

my weak body again , i had fever this morning and actually gotta hang out with frenz at 2pm .

now what also no need already ..

soli soli soli ~~ dui bu qi ~~

i had made you disappointed lurr , dui bu qi lak ~ =((

jie jie also got abit disappointed , coz she also gatal wanna hang out lol .

hahaha , anyway , i'm so sorry to everyone of you lurr , because of me cancelled it .

my mind just got a word , SORRY !! ><

the whole day and night , just the medicine accompany me along , lol .

when just will i totally recover ??

i have been waiting for this day too long .....

T.T

haihhh ~

anyway , today morning / afternoon oioi bao bao lur , evening like that go painting !!

hahaha , actually just wanna play , mana tau after done that ..

I'M EXHAUSTED . ==

22 till no strength to stand already .

still thought veli hao wan tim , hahaha .

me and jie jie also got abit regret , lol , xD

by then i'm going to my bed bed geh , but suddenly realise that i haven't upload my camp photos !

so .. sit in front of the computer till now , hahaha .

bu guaii niao ><

few minutes more i'll go i'll go , heeee .

2moro morning still have to wake up early , 9am .

go to school , principal called .

iya ~ sien seii ~

hao lak , end here , nite nitezz yar =)

Y: i wanna recover asap =p

the LAST CAMP day =)

27th december 2009 ...

it's a damn memorable day for me , and the day that i had the most happiness during my sick .

hahaha , sounds funny , but it's true . ^^

the day i was sick is just really hard to pass through .

until i was successfully attend the last day of the camp ....

everything was different !

since the day before , i could hardly get into sleeep , BECAUSE I MISS THEM !

and i knew that they were too .

hahaha , every year i was getting along the whole night with them , but this time ......

27th december , i got up at 6am sharp , hahaha .

i went there at 7am i guess , but then what did i see was ?

everyone was going to sleeeep already ==

hahaha , but then some of them were playing basketball .

so i just stay there + waiting for my sunrise ~ ^^

at last the sun was coming out , took the photos but not in my phone , nicee damn ~

heeee , but i think in their eyes just have BALL , i mean , BASKETBALL xD

watching them to play until 8am already i think .

then some of them already waked up , just chatting .

after that .. TRUTH OR DARE .

i was abit regretful after joining the game lol .

wen bing , si gina , beware got bao ying =D

密友time , just exchange present , after that .. 闭幕仪式 .

some camper praised for my camp song , woo ~ *shiok seii*

hahaha , still , my mood was getting down .

i was so reluctant !

in fact , this 交流营 maybe will be the last one and no more next time .

just thought about that , more reluctant to leave them all .

lastly , some sort like 叙别会 .

i cried , almost everyone was crying , even guys .

we were so reluctant to the camp , every minutes and seconds we're been together .

we hug each other and said goodbye .........

after crying , photos time ! ^^

but we still busy about the signature lol , zhadao ~

hahahah .

after that , we just wanna played again , then because of the stupiak XXX , everythings ended earlier . =(

after that , gong wei had to clean all the places .

hall , campers' room .........

finished then just mam mam , then backed ~

sleeep die on bed bed then , hahaha .

Y: if i was not sick , everything may be more perfect , hahaha .

anyway , memories stay with me forever , MISS YOU ALL !!

Christmas Day = Sick Day TT

The most i like in the year and the most i'm waiting for , it's CHRISTMAS ! ^^

everyone's christmas can be so so so happiee , but me ??

i was celebrating my lovely christmas with my .. SICK .

i had been sick for almost a week ? yyy ?

BECAUSE OF THE DAMN STUPID CLINIC DOCTOR .

yyy again ??

BECAUSE HE HAD BEEN WRONGLY EXAMINED ME AND GIVEN ME THE WRONG MEDICINE .

yyy once again ?

BECAUSE HE WAS DAMNLY HAVING A STUPID FAKE DOCTOR'S CERTIFICATE .

==

dump !

i guess i have been getting sore throat for few weeks already .

at first i give it not much thought .

but 6days ago , i realised that my neck was bengkak !

what had happened ?

don't ask me , the next day i was just going to the SUCKS clinic .

the doctor told me that i was having mumps .

mumps is actually a kind of disease .

BUT BUT BUT , i ate the medicine for several days , still , i had becoming more serious .

sometimes fever sometimes better , at last , whatever i ate i vomited off .

so .. mummy just fetch me to hospital .

AND , i just realised that the SUCKS clinic SUCKS doctor had been examined wrongly .

this is why i was becoming worse and worse .

hospital doctor advised me to admit hospital ><

but mummy don't yet allow , she wanted me to eat the medicine and see how am i first .

so .. i'm home =)

before going home , i insisted that i wanna go to the camp school to meet my camp friends first .

I MISS THEM LOTS !

in fact , i was scared i will be worse and have to admit hospital .

so .. better visit them first , heee .

by the way , return to my christmas dayy .

actually i had also celebrated with camp friends .

hahaha , 24th , i was insisted to go to the camp and at last my parents allowed .

i was so so so happiee that i could be with them .

LOVE THEM LOTS !! ^^

we danced , we cheered , we laughed , we shouted , we countdown ...

HO HO HO ~ MERRY CHRISTMAS !

hahaha , i miss the moment then .

but after countdown , my body was not feeling well anymore .

yyy ? get fever again .

p/s: i was still eating the WRONG medicine that time .

so i just stop dancing and playing , going to some place quiet .

i just can hear their cheerful voice , still , i was happiee tat my christmas can be with them .

although i was sick , it's already enough .

THANKS FOR THE CARE , ALL . ^^

AND AND AND , i gotcha 2 christmas presents , aha !

still got some people OWE me xD

hmm hmm hmm , i guess today and now , they were playing water games ?

yayaya , i think .

they were surely so happiee .

JEALOUS xD

tomorrow i'm sure that i will appear , because it is the last day .

i wanna cry with them cry with them !

hahaha , don't know i can cry that time or not ?

xD

fine , just end here , i will be obedient and eat my medicine on time .

BECAUSE I WANNA RECOVER FASTER AND EAT WHAT I WANT AND DO WHAT I WANT !

Y: please pray for me , my dears ! ^^

small matters , I cried , F

ALWAYS CRY OVER SMALL MATTERS .

STILL I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHERE THE TEARS COME FROM , IS THAT REALLY THE REASON ?

I'M NOT SURE .

PERHAPS , IT'S NOT ALL THE REASONS OF THAT .

The day they had been Togetha <3

today's cousin sista's "lao tia" dayyy =)

early early then wake up ban leng leng ad , heeee .

my dark circle ~~~~

cant cover it either lol ><

whatever lur , just can be like that .

last night quite late to go to bed , sing k there , hahaha .

eeeeee , jie help me to make up .

everyone is leng leng nurr , but all the photos are at photographer there , heeee .

i just captured some in my phone .

the most important is that i got angpau !

wakakka , still "zeng gu" the bridegroom , we got some games for them .

at last he also successfully get his bride ...... ^^

this day has too lots of the rules and others to follow , i just watched it , bored .

still , i'm happiee for them .

=]

Y: hope that tang jie & JIE FU always happiee together and xing fu . ^^

同一颗心 :)

任由我们怎么控制自己不去想

最终 脑子依然盘旋着同一个问题 同一个画面

这是为什么？

因为无法释怀你心中的疑问与猜测

就让自己陷于困惑之中

有时候 事情只要说了出来才会得到真正的答案

而不是猜测的结果 不是吗？

=)

不同的感觉 不同的时候 不同的环境

自然而然就会有不同的想法

也许 自己身处于不同的情况下 当然 反应也会不一样

尤其自己置身在一个不安心及陌生的情况下 只会让自己更去反抗一些事情

这不是改变 只是不同的方式去适应 去对待

总是如此 不管如何去沟通及对待 依然是用着同一颗心

一切只有这么简单

=p

Y: 有时候 换个角度想想 或许自己会开心点 x)

Gatherings ; Wedding Dinner

161209 ( PART 1 )

heee , wake up early FOR ME , hahaha .

today ling siao's house got a gathering and she invited me to go .

so , without breakfast then went there , ling siao came out somewhere to bring me to her house , coz i didn't know , hehee .

strange there , i just know one or two person that time , so just kept silent .

but once i got into the house , they said i'm horng's "chat lou" ==

what's going on ?

i just =x

hahaha , they were playing mahjong , just watched that .

after some time ,we gotta had our lunch , ah then pinky and ah tuu also coming already .

eat eat eat , at last not me to wash the plates , siao pig washed .

hahaha , hao guaii hao guaii =p

then just help him abit nia lurrr , heeee .

*play water lol*

just then pinky , ah tuu n ling siao also came kapsiao xD

after that just watch movie , "神枪手" .

but i guess just few of us watching , others boring .

hahaha , i just sit quietly , ah tuu thought i gotta sleeep ad , then kacau me lol .

sampat xD

ah then ah then play poker , meanwhile , i got my bang bang tang !!

yeaii yeaii , hahaha .

ah then play Chua Dai Di till bored jor , so i just play that game with ah tuu at first , hahaha .

just then horng involved , then pinky , then ling siao and her friend .

wa ~~ hao re nao ~~

laugh like what ~ pinky kept losing lol , don't know yyy .

hahhaha , funny .

then finish playing , my car car also reached .

pinky and ah tuu just came out and greet mummy , but then i was shocked that what mummy said .

"有空来我家坐..."

o.o hahaha , really mao ?

later don't say me and who who who got what what then go ask sista go ask my cousin , make till everyone come and disturb me about that ==

( PART 2 )

today's cousin sista's side wedding dinner night .

it's too long to say , too long to write , just let the photos tell u =p

dancing time !

performed by cousin sista's younger bro , his name is Bobby !

hahaha , cute and nice dance . ^^

*the video is gone T.T*

arr , this err , being called by Bobby ==

just go up and CLAP xD

1st song - 朋友

2nd song - 爱很简单

*zao key* muahaha , not me lak , i just sang 2 sentences xd

ENDS .

it's photo-ing time !

leng luii bride ~~ ^^

love her love her ! ^^

cousin sista too =)

xD

THE END .

Y: fulfilling dayyy =D

Unfairr ~

moodless day =)

i'm lazy to give any expression on my face , be silent .

i hate those person who's talking differently on different people but on the same thing .

F*** , still put the blame on me .

although you are the elderly , you should not do that even .

you've made a bad example to me , i don't like it .

or can i just say , whatever you wanna say the same thing differently on different people , please , don't do it in front of me or even let me heard that , I HATE .

i've no any patience on this , behave it =x

it's unfair , or maybe in the elderly's eyes , we are not need to be treated fairly .

we are younger yes , but we also need fair treatment .

Y: the world is being like that , what to do is just to BEAR . ==

I just want your Smile =((

i'm useless , just a small aid i couldn't give to you .

i couldn't help you anything , i just know what's your feelings now .

frustrated ? tired ?

i just wanna help , but what can i help was just lend you my ears =((

i've tried to help you out , but , the person just want you to ask yourself , so what can i do ?

i really cant bear to see you unhappy , i don't like to see anyone around me unhappy .

how or what can i help u now ? just let it be ? i cannot do it , still , i don't know what can i help anymore .

i try again perhaps , to ask for more person , i'll find a person for you , i'll do my best x(

whatever happens , just hope that you don't be unhappy anymore , your smile is just nice , don't just keep it =)

today i got another friend who is unhappy , somebody scold her without reason ?

i don't know , she don't even wanna tell me .

i just couldn't help her anything , even lending my ears , she refuse to .

now , i just hope that she will be better soon , let those B**** go far away from her , and her smile came back again =)

i just wanna everyone to be happy , still , i cannot control it , or even let them have a smile .

so .. just hope that other people can give them that , just can hope so , as i couldn't do anything for them . *sigh*

Y: i just wanna see a little Smile coming from your face : )

I'm not a KID : )

ah , just recovered from my sick .

3days already it is , fortunately this medicine cured me .

heee .

but sometimes i enjoy my sick day , aha .

no need to work , no need to do anything , just sleeeeep .

but the one of the bads is that , must have to eat medicine .

eeeee yuck yuck , bitter bitter .

lazy to eat that , heee .

huu ~ now alreay 15 years old , i'm not a kid , or even a child now .

erm , i can say that , i'm an adult ?

hahaha .

well , i'm not going to admit that , i'm not kinda OLD xd

i'm TEEN , xixi .

hmm , 15-year-old-girl , i guess i may not have the cares like a kid anymore rite ?

sick ? "go eat medicine then go rest , drink water more . "

aha , that is what i will always hear when i am sick .

when i'm still a kid , daddy mummy will be so nervous and then feed me eat , bring me to the doctor , buy grapes for me , cook something for me .

hahaha , so missss it ~

perhaps i'm too weak when small , and so they just will be so nervous .

heeee , by the way , i'm growing up now .

i have to take care of myself , but not always parents .

anyway , i still love the way to be cared , it's nice . ^^

Y: sometimes i love to be sick , hahaha .

An ADVENTURE Of Me :D

F***

i guess it's nothing already .

those words are copied from books !?!??

DAMN SUCKS .

just because of those makes me ... xxxx ==

but i still don't have any clue that why will she treat me so ?

busy ? moody ?

WHATEVER .

i'm not thinking anymore .

so ?

what am i worry about these days ?

worry for nothing !?

==

SHIT .

i'm just mad for nothing !

just like the songs posted here ==

my mind is full of bad words now =x

i really wanna scold it out then !!

what the hell i do these days ?

NOTHING .

mad , i'm getting insane !

urgggh ~

fortunately her call came in time , or else , you will see another post here .

now , i'm not going to post it out then , just keeping inside .

let it be remembered or can i just say , CHERISH it ? ==

whatever now , it's nothing .

i'm mad .

i'm going mad .

i'm really going to be mad now .

i'm worried for nothing , tears for nothing .

f****

it stands for ??

it . is . FUNNY .

LOLLL , what the hell ==

i really don't know what mood am i having right now .

angry ? happy ?

lol , hahaha .

i'm angry because i'm mad for nothing , but , i'm happy that we are nothing too . ^^

MISS B , no matter how , please please , don't wrote those sucks things anymore okiee ?

my heart is just very small , cannot tahan such shocks lol ==

whatever happens , i still love you . ^^

mwahh .

don't frighten me anymore , and , don't try to keep something from me .

anything just tell me okiee ?

=]

let it be a pass , AN ADVENTURE , for me lol .

hahaha .

xD

Y: ah ! i gotta get insane , because i'm having a blurred smile on my face :D

sucks ;;

i'm trying to think about some solutions to solve all my questions that i am unable to get answers .

but , i guess i'm failed still .

the easiest becomes the hardest , just simply go and ask , since just she knew the answers .

but what if the answers are hurt ?

i'm not afraid of that in fact , but .. what am i waiting for ?

making myself hurt without answers , what for ?

freaking minds .

some people told me that maybe we have some misunderstanding .

but her reaction was a sudden .

it was shocking me when i realised it .

we never be like that before .

but then some our gang ones also realised that she was going something wrong , not only me .

this afternoon i was just damn frus , cause i've received some news from my friends .

i am not sure that what's the real meanings behind those words , but .. i guess i'm not thinking too much for this , it's true .

i was going to ask just now , but .. failed .

i still cannot put down my bad feelings and it's just getting worse .

i was trying to work and work just let myself being as busy as i could so that i don't have the free time to get into the thoughts of those sucks feelings .

still , after my work , i'm slowly regaining it .

SUCKS !

Y: i don't know what to say anymore , just not to talk , not to smile , not to laugh in the moment then .

你的冷漠 让我心烦

或许，时间真的对我很重要 ..

总需要时间去复原，但，也需要时间，去受伤。

我的好姐妹，最疼爱的那个 ~

不懂为什么，最近你总是那样冷酷的对待我 ..

当我问你是不是有什么事了，你却不告诉我什么 。

我只能傻傻的，装作若无其事的，用我最开心的口气继续我们的对话。

但，你却不让我的开心把持得久 ...

你只让我 .. 让我迟疑了，让我害怕了。

之前，我以为你有事，却不告诉我，或是其他原因。

但是，当我去问问其他人的时候，没有人跟我有一样的感受，还告诉我，你没有这样。

心里不知不觉地，好像害怕了起来，害怕，我做错了什么。

刚刚那通电话，把我从最开心的高处，狠狠地丢了下来。

我介意你对我的冷酷究竟是为什么 , 但我却得不到任何答案。

心好闷，胸口好冷，冷的刺痛。

我 .. 我是不是做错了什么？

就连姐妹的聚会，你问也不问你母亲的同意就推我了。

是真的你母亲不让你去，还是你不想去了？

我 .. 居然怀疑了。

对不起，我不应该不相信你 ，我不应该。

但是，我是真的在乎。

你的不耐烦，是想快点挂了电话吗？

你的冷酷，是因为讨厌吗？

我真的冷了，心好冷，那种感觉，好可怕 。

我真得很害怕。

或许是我想得太多，但是，我却无法控制我自己不去想这一切，这一段日子，你如何对待我。

我真的好孤寂 ="((

我没有答案，我的问题在脑海里无法消失，我觉得好迷失。

我需要依靠，至少现在，我真的需要。

I HEART U , BABE .

Y: 你的冷漠，让我好无奈，好冷。

♥ i just simply miss all my baobeiis right now ♥

♥ bii ..

♥ jie

♥ yee

♥ lin

♥ bun

Great times with cousin bros & families =]

021209

arrrr , hahaha .

afternoon papa mama fetch me come nurr , mam mam here also .

then they gone KL ...

grandma's cooking ! woo !

wakakakaa xD

somemore stay here longer , i'm sure that i'll be .. FATTER =x

1 day eat 5 times .

nothing really special , just , night we gambling .

hahaha .

till veli late , then get scolded .

grandma's house's rules - MUST SLEEEEP EARLY .

whole house geh ppl already go oi since 10pm or 11pm .

lol ~ me where will so early worr ?

hahaha , but then 2am++ grandma come downstairs and , NIAM US .

ah duii , niam till 3am .

ho ~ so just guaii guaii give her white flag , go back room , oioi .

^^

031209

early in the mornin , 8.30AM i already got up .

this is what we cousin promise to .

but nii , when i got up and open the door of the room .........

THEY STILL LAZILY LAY ON THE BED .

sii guii ~

they said last night , if i got up 1st , i can kacau them up , how also can !

wakakakak !

just CIT them up .

xD

ps: both also like piggg , so hard to wake them up lol .

ah then .. as we said last night , go eat breakfast nearby , walk there .

xixixi .

but really disappointed , PAI JIAK .

=x

whatever na .

2moro just ate other things xD

then .. *sapsui thing lazyy sayy niao*

cousin bro , Yong , wanna go to the post office to send a present to his friend in KL .

hohoho ~

follow nurr , since i duno where izit .

so .. we cycled there .

hahaha .

cousin bro , Nick fetch me at first .

but .. we just realise that we need to pass somewhere abit .. pian pi ~

and .. need to go through the road like uphill .

he bor lat niao !

hahah !

so after that i just let Yong to fetch me .

xD

our HERO xd

wao ~ the post office lol , need to pass kampung de lol .

somemore so many "GON" along the road , *piku tong* >.<

where got post office at such places geh ?

but veli shiok , enjoy the wind blowing that time , and let ppl fetch geh feel .

lol , hahaha .

reached .

post office .

i still can take the photo even NO HANDPHONE . wakakaka xD

backk .

the way home xD

hahaha , Nick behind xD

hahaha , just simply wanna said about that .

it's happiee and fun ! ^^

ah then continue working , grandma's house = uncle's house open grocery shop geh .

=]

seeeee , im guaiiii xD

ah then hot hot , so we go and buy ice kacang to eat !

hahaha , enjoyy lol .

heeee .

*bilibala*

night , no supper mam mam !

coz get scolded , scared jorr , not dare to go downstairs ad .

aunty keep coming out and say say , close door .

come out lagi , say say , close door .

lol ~

hahaha .

oioi then xD

041209

todayy yarr todayy , boreddddd , lol .

actually we said 8.30 must wake up ad .

but , i cant wake , till 10 just wake up .

kakaka , so didn't go out mam mam ad .

afternoon uncle them went to Alor Star , their new house to gao dim something nurr , left we ginas at home , hehee .

still , veli sien nurr ~

they keep pia-ing game lol .

then i just .... oioi ~~~

hahaha xpp

when just they back we went downstairs ..

FOOOODDD !!

ahahah !

we wait for it just .

xD

nite , supper again .

hahaha , and just chatting 心事 nurr , heeeee .

051209

10am wake , eat , work , playyy .

then take a short nap ~~~

ah then eat , work , playyy .

hahaha , but this time not my cousin fetch me anymore .

3 bicycles are going together !

^^

i suggested to go to the post office again !

hahaha , just saja , i just love the way going =]

but then till halfway ...

we saw .....

a doggieee with a gal .

hahaha , Yong's frenz .

so cute ! *i mean the doggiee*

not the type that i was afraid lak yor ~

wont bite ppl geh , small small doggiee .

yeeee , Yong still hug it !

in fact i really wanna hug , but , at last , NOT DARE TO .

lol ~ just touch ~ ad veli good jorr lol ..

hahaha xpp

niceee yaarr ~

heheee , then ah Yong told us that the view at the Pendang Lake Resort will be veli niceee worr .

okiee nurr , we just follow .

wawawaw ~~

till then we just realise that it was so farrrrrr awayyy ~

cycle till ......

TERPIJAK LEMON .

hahaha , but when we reach there , everything is just worthy .

it's really niceee worr ! ^^

still got malays taking wedding photograghs there =]

shadowing =]

the view , the us .

the sun is just setting =]

got chance must go there nurr .

my cousin said that there was a camping site .

xixi .

then sun was almost gone , setting behind the horizon .

so we just headed home .

the journey ...

lol ~ going uphill , downhill , uphill , downhill ~

can die !

somemore the malays keeeeeep looking at me !

damn shit >.<

still , at last i was arrived at home SAFELY .

hahaha xd

is that considered as .. EXERCISE ? xD

061209

9am , outing for breakfast .

roti canai , hahaha .

but cousin eat something i never know , roti TISU .

really just like TISU , once touch it then broken .

he eat = no eat , kakaka xpp

once coming back ..

both of them OIOI again ==

lol , i just work with cousin sis , then play piano , until lunch time .

heeee .

after that , work + playyy =]

then my turn to sleeeeeeep .

hahaha .

evening time .. cycled again xD

but different ways and roads ad , still , it's dead tired .

lol .. hahaha .

the peace =)

* in the middle of the paddy field*

071209

hohoho ~ it's time to go home !
parents came back from hong kong ad .

but .. still abit she bu de nuu ~~
heeee ..

afternoon after lunch then go back jorr lur ..

i'll miss the life there <3

night time , mummy cook yummy yummy curry !

such a long time i never eat that !

coz my house just left me a gina only , mummy oso lazy cook nurr .

hmm , after that , we just rush for the movie at 9.20 , Ninja Assasin xD

it's really nicee !

go and watch , MUST , if u haven't . ^^

ah then , Nick keep saying wan mam mam lol , then i also suddenly wanna eat ice cream ~~~~

so my bro fetch us go Spring Leaf to eat nurr .

ordered chicken chop , mocha , ice cream waffle !

hahahah , ho chiak !! ^^

finish mam mam le just she de go back home , heee .

then jiu bla bla bla , chit chat lak , whatever .

bored , nothing to do , but then we said wanna tong xiao lol .

hahaha .

4am , a door is opened ......

"ying , u know what time already !? still dunwan go and sleeeep izit !? "

tudiaaa ~

come back home , not my cousin kena ad , BUT ME !! ==

ah suan niao ~

then all just guaii guaii go oioi .

* I HATE BEING ACCUSED , STILL , I COULD SAY NOTHING FOR IT . *

081209

morning , wake up damnnn late .

hahahah , at last i can wake up so late !

yeaii yeaii ~ ^^

afternoon going pacific with them , roller skating + bowling xD

doesn't it pro ? xD

kl cousin bro Nick last day , he gonna back 2moro morning with flight .

i'll miss him xD

night , we celebrate grandma's bufdae outside , then come my house to eat cakes .

heeee , re nao again my house !

i like it .. ^^

then cousins chit chat , playing , joking .

hahahah .

till now , i just free to update it , heee .

bufdae cake of grandma x)

lovely grandma & grandpa =)

it's grandma's bufdae present , drawn by my 10-year-old cousin , doesn't it just nice ? xD

Y: i enjoy the time we've been together , i love my families . ^^

i LOVE you , my day xD

I enjoyyy my dayy here ,

GRANDMA'S HOUSE .

xD

hahaha .

过去·伤痕

过去 是否都会留下伤痕 ？

我没有答案 。

向后退 接受我不想要的 一切

放不下的过去

不会再回来

因为 一切都变得不太一样了

这一切 都已经在改变

我们之间 就只能向后退

因为 我们 就只能到此为止

踏前一步 只会造成更大的伤害

我介意 我承认了 因为我在乎 我心疼

我不愿接受 所有的转变

但是 我唯一能做的 就只有接受

接受我不想要的改变 还有 改变我自己 如何去对待你

我多么的不想这样 但 我还能怎么做？

你要我做的 我再也做不到

因为 我的感受 你不懂

冷漠 是我唯一的选择

试着不去在乎 试着去接受我们已经在向后退的事实

不用言语 我依然感受得到

这个转变 我已经慢慢接受

而且 我慢慢的放下了

过去 我会把它当成最美好的回忆

我希望我真的可以办得到 能如此潇洒的 挥掉这一切

我希望 我可以 ..

Y: 学着释怀吗？