NO MOODDD =X

not 1 day or 2 days can let me insane .

just keep much longer then i will mad .

==

recently eat dao boom .

dun blame me .

=X

think dao 19 - 23 november ,

i need to stay where jiu headache .

first time that i have the feelings that nowhere for me to stay !

oh damn =X

daddy mummy wanna go hong kong , left me .

go grandma house ?

my cousin go trip .go there ma bored die ?

aunty's house ?

those house not got baby then got ppl taking SPM , dun wan to kacau .

frenz house ?

4days nor dai lou !

live at frenz house for 4 days , u wont paisei i oso paiseii lak !

lol .

then ?

other relatives all live far far niao .

got trip in those date , mummy dun allow me to go .

alone at home ?

EAT WHAT ?

==

sien sien sien .

already enough bored , still need to stay alone ?

mm zaii .

apa pun tak tau .

aku tak mau tau .

=X

what a boreddddd holidayy .

besides staying at home , still staying at home .

==

tv , computer , eat , sleeeeppp .

finish .

oh ! got somemore !

HELP MUMMY DO WORK .

==

haihhh ~

but the most important is , BOR MOODDDD .

do what oso unhappiee nar .

WHATEVER .

Y: what am i thinking about ? i'm insane ,TOTALLY . ==

我疯了~

原本以为，开心在不远的前方。

结果？

不管是之前，还是以后，都一样~

我的时间，又是要浪费在床上，睡觉。

但睡太久，耳朵又受罪！

不睡觉，那我要干嘛！

看戏？吃东西？还是看戏？

说得那么开心，到最后，还是失望一场。

以为，明天就可以让我忘了所有情绪，好好过。

但是呢？

......

总在我需要的时候得不到我要的。

到底是为什么？

难得老妈让我出去，却又不出去了。

是怎样？

不能的时候大家什么都可以，偏偏我要的时候，什么都没有！

奇怪！！！

刚刚还没那么气，但是现在那些情绪又回来了！

我快要 .. 快要爆炸了！

我是怎么了拉？！

也许是我抱太大的希望，只换来一身的失望。

是我自己笨蛋。

自己找来的心情不好，今晚不睡了吗？

但是，不睡觉 ..

我还能干什么？

有人会陪我吗？

没有。

有人会知道我现在有多不开心？

没有。

那又没有让我觉得我比睡觉还重要？

笨蛋才会。

笨蛋是我。

永远为了别人不睡觉，但却从来没有一个人，为了我，做我要的事。

只要一通电话，我可以彻夜不眠的陪人家。

这是我义务的，还是我应该的？

没有人说过。

我怎么舍得放下一个睡不着觉却又不开心的人不管而去睡觉！

我怎么做得到 ......

我就是那么笨！

笨蛋中的笨蛋！

这天底下，我还会遇到另一个这样的人？

我没那么幸运。

就算有，也只是为了追求我，讨好我的笨蛋。

我要的，只是一份真诚。

我要的，不是有企图的关心。

我要的，你能给我吗？

不可能。

即使再好的朋友，我从不曾看见，这样的一个人。

不是在亏我的朋友。

只是，我渴望这样的一个朋友。

但，这一切是奢侈。

真心，我可以给任何我关心的人事物。

但，你们能给我吗？

自己一昧的付出，只是为了得到真心。

但一直到现在，我根本不觉得，好人这么好当。

好人，从来就不会有什么好结果。

因为这世界，永远都是最现实的。

渴望得到的，是真心。

无法得到的，是真心。

难以捉摸的，是真心。

我能给的，只是真心。

但我的真心，在别人眼里，却不是。

我不奢望别人知道或看见我付出的真心。

至少，我能给的，我给了。

所以我很安慰。

只是，我无法接受不平等的对待。

即使真心是多么的微小，只要用心去感觉，你一定感受得到。

感触起来，又是废话一堆了。

真的，受够了自己的愚蠢。

这样的自己，又怎么能够生存在这个现实的地球上？

现实，永远都是最残酷的。

不是我忧郁了，只是，累了。

我想变成坏人，但是，却不是个完整的坏人。

没用的家伙。

想坏，却又坏不起。

笨蛋。

提这些，又有什么用？

我就是这样了。

还能改变吗？

就是衰心软。

一次又一次的 ..

笨瓜 ~

呵呵，不开心就炸部落格 ~

至少，他不会说话，静静的，让我发泄所有不要的情绪。

还差点掉泪。

该死，没用。

不过也好，至少，我还有个寄托的地方，

而不是压抑到总有一天，患上忧郁症。

==

不说了，不炸了，去冲凉了，不然要生虫了。

Y: 废话一堆，但，对我来说，它们 .. 不是。

laugh , is the best way .

=)

today go watch jor a movie , POKER KING .

with biao ge , ah bun .

xD

quite interesting .

p/s : go and watch ! go go go xD

then after that jiu go eat KFC nurr ,

while waiting for mummy to come .

chat lak , play lak .

today duno what happen ,

so many people looking at me / us .

hahaha .

today just wear normal nia mar .

yor ~

wakakaka xD

quite a niceee dayyy lak .

but , my heart remains the same .

lol lol lol .

recently what happen jiek ?

SUCKS !!

emo like sh*t .

i gonna insane .

gonna fed up .

gonna frus !!

sh*t .

i wanna find something to change it .

but , nothing can change it , till then .

even i can say ,

NOONE could change it .

><

what the hell am i doing ?

[ emo-ing .]

by the way , i'm not going to show it to anyone .

except ,

REALLY BEH DONG JOR .

i'm controlling myself , hardly .

damn it .

Y: what the sh*t is going on . i'm insane .

what also don't think , please lak NiBu >.<''

chat with others happily ..

laugh , is the best way to treat it .

ya , laugh . =]

it's rainy day , i miss you =]

"下雨天了怎么办，我好想你 ............................."

yayaya , it's raining ,

and , definitely , i miss you .

xD

wait wait ..

who am i missing ?

you ? you ?? or you ???

err ...

soli yea , even me also don't have the answer .

hahaha .

don't be disappointed .

if u want , just inform me .

kaka .

lol ==

just bored , sleeeeepy , tireddd .

nonetheless i'm not going to sleeeeep now .

not even want to .

hmm .. what i really want now ..

is ..

just ....

A BIGGG HUGGGSS xD

ehh ehh ehh ~

seriously .

not joking .

just for the second , i need a hug .

a true-heart-hug .

=]

isn't it stupidd ?

yayaya .

i do admit that .

xD

some kind of loneliness is already dying in my heart .

so i have the freaking minds .

even now you are be with me , i can still feel it , in deep hearts .

hahaha , damn freaking stupid sucks mind .

it's funny .

PMS ?

wow , guess so ?

xD

Y: what do a sucks thinking girl need ? xD

一个人

有时候，

真的不懂，她在期待着什么。

想着明天会不会开心，还是会掉泪 ？

对自己的前面多了好多无谓的憧憬，

却让自己多了份忧虑。

最近不知怎的，又好像把以前那个自己释放了，

她，又作祟了。

我又是这样了。

我又是那个不想笑，不想哭的了，

对身边的事情已并不在乎，

没有情感，没有感觉了。

又是一个人了。

又是一个人面对了。

又是一个人面对这些了。

又是一个人独自面对这些烂事了。

累了。

可以停下来吗？

然而，我有停下来的空间吗？

总觉得，笑得 好累。

假笑，更是让我累透了。

心好酸，好酸。

如果一个微笑能改变这一切，那该有多好。

只可惜，自己的微笑，改变不了。

你的呢？

你的能改变我吗？

Y: 可笑的自己，变傻了，愚蠢了。=]

fears ..

fear of the day , fear of the night .

i fear of *losing* everything around me .

i may not have the bravery anymore .

Y : i'm tireddd . ="((

对不起

对不起，我会乖了..
我不会不听话了..

看见你的眼泪，我简直想打死我自己！
对不起......

=“（

wanna knows =X

i want to know what am i thinking .

i'm failed to get the answer .

alone , away .

stay alone , stay away .

everything's gonna be disappeared ,

before my very eyes .

it's fake , it's fate .

it's true , it's blue .

happiness for just a minute ,

makes me freak in just a second ,

and last long for a day , a week , or even a month .

everything has gone , you're gone .

i'm gone .

vanish into thin air , just like magic , in your eyes .

you care ? do you ?

no way .

i care ? do i ?

i does .

you are my wall , just used to be .

i miss it , i long for it .

no way now .

Y: my mind is busy , is sorry , is stupid .. is freaking .

背后的感觉·背后的失意

走到尽头，依然只剩下自己，没有别人。
我的生活，就只能容纳自己一个人。

一本小说，被我到深夜
宁静的夜晚，宁静的电话
没有回复的声音，只有歌曲传入耳里
这已经是我们之间的尽头吗？

越是在乎，越是失落，越是隐藏了自己。

看着感动的小说，流着孤单的眼泪
寂寞的眼神，无助的脸庞
泪水肆意的流下
一股刺痛涌上心头
压抑着它们，留在眼眶里，不掉下

美丽的邂逅，停在前头
深深的回忆，留在尽头

偶尔往后看，又是一幅幅可爱的脸庞
在你的脑海里打转

然而
过去永远只是过去，回不来，要不回
往后看，却让人刺痛

累了，靠着自己
乱了，控制自己
失去了，憎恨自己

悔意让人憎恨
失望让人流泪

失去的永远回不来
任凭自己努力夺回，于事无补

学习孤单，适应寂寞
学习习惯，面对失落
学习接受，忘了从前

越是憎恨，越是在意
人不会为了不在乎的事而讨厌
不会为了无关紧要的事而痛哭

痛哭的背后，往往隐藏回忆，隐藏痛意
只有在乎，才会失意




Y: 背后的感觉，背后的失意

after playing , BUST TIME ..

i'm back back back !!
lol ~
busyyy dao bao niao ..
>.<

but today , still got enjoyy na ..
hahaha xD
go as mall ..
watch movie + sing k ~
muahahaha !
^^

no time to write so manyy and oso the photo update lurr ..
i need to busy about the camp thing jorr ..
T_____T
i'm now became the 代理主席 ..
damn ~
all form4s exam-ing now ..
form3s dieee niao ~
hohoho ~
have to zap sao meii ..
==

nvm !
i'll kampatte kampatte !!
although i just form3 nia ..
ginaa kiaa yi ge =x
i wont disappoint everyone ..
+u+u+u !
yeaii yeaii ~
^^

now going to type something out ..
and ..
some people will come to my house 2moro ..
for discussing about the jobbbbs ~

BUSY DAY , BUSY LIFE , BUSY CAMP .

T___________T



Y: +u , sleeppppyy seii >.<

KONG BU dayy ~

faint ~

today so kong bu geh ?

huh ?

har ?

hor !?!?!



T___T



today go skul , sienz seii ~

wat taklimat about next year ~

i hear oso din hear ..

chat chat + play play ..

after recess nii ..

bc period ==

sienz dao bao !

but at least know abit form4 geh thing lak ~

still veli bored ma ..

(........)

i have to go now .

busyyyy =x

see ya 2moro .

muack muack ~

Y: damn siao today == now go busyy niao . >.<

accidents he met with ..

i'm sorryy to hear that ..
my frenz met with an accident ..
>.<
maybe he doesn't get any srious injuries ..
but his dad ......
he don't want to tell .
0.o
i also not dare to ask anymore ..
just hope that they will be fine soon ~
[ Silent pray.. ]

don't know what to say to him ..
for fear that i will say something wrong =x
haih ~~


Y: wish them have a sppeeedy recovery .. mwahh =]

我算什么？

在你们心里，我到底算什么？

好烦，好乱 ...
怎么，我老是烦些有的没的？

因为它？
因为他？
因为她？

谁？
谁扰乱了我的思绪？
谁让我神志不清了？
谁让我失去了自己的方向？
谁让我的感觉重燃了？
我 ... 我是怎么了？

好久 ...
都不曾那样烦乱，那样不知所措了 ...
是怎么了？
我怎么会？

近几天 ...
好多好多有趣的事情发生了...
几乎天天都见到一样的人 ...
在外头一起玩闹 ...
充满欢笑声 ...
但 ..
我却这样了 ...

我好像越来越在乎 ，
身边的人如何看待我 ...
越是亲密，越是介意 ...
而且，拥有的直觉，一点都不好 ...
是我越界了吗？
是因为我凭感觉做任何事情，所以过分了吗？

我越是在乎，越是掩饰自己，越是变得不是自我 ...

为什么我要改变自己去迎合别人的要求？

或许 ...
越是在乎，越害怕失去一切 ..

感情的深厚 让我变得更胆怯 ~



这一刻 ，
我只想知道 ...
在你们的心里，我算是什么？






Y: 不想再学会，如何去诉说，自己的痛楚 。

MY DAY =]

hahaha .
have a happiee dayy yarr .
muack muack ~
lovee seii ALLLL my frenz ..
always miss miss them ..
^^

go jorr pacific ..
but .. i 1pm just appears ..
kakaka ~
my phone keeps ringing and ringing .
xixi .
paiseii lurr ~
go n register my tuition for next year ma ..
slow jorr lurr ..
and i ad say niao ..
i will be late ~
SO MISS ME ZUO MO !?!?!
wakakaka xD

but but ..
sii guii ~
being cheated !
ah bii and ah pi oso go !
but told me din go ==
piku ~
then go find ah bii & ah bun in bowling there ..
they dunwan roller ..
so me jiu go roller lurr ..
long time din play niao ~
not stable =X
but after that oso can niao narr ..
hahaha !
yeaii yeaii ..
^^

few hours later ..............................
everyone who go skating ..
LEGS WAN PATAH NIAO !
T_______T
bor lat niao ~
kakaka ~
then all come out go mam mam !
^^
bor appetite oso ..
eat shi jie de abit bit nia ..
heheee .
then go gaii gaii worr ..
GUYS WANT GO BUY BRA ?!!?!?
hudiohh !
hahaha !
still say BIGGER than jolin's .
=.='''
sii guii .
i dun believe they dare to go .
mana tau ~~


REALLY GO KIAA WITH WE GIRLS .
==
nothing to say .
i dun believe they can bear so long .
salesgirls all looking at them .
hahaha .
guo ran ..
after few minutes ..
they beh dong jorr !
muahah !
yesssiee !
i win win win !
yeaii yeaii ~
^^

bored niao + leg wan patah ..
then jiu go bowling lurr ..
at least there can sit ..
xD
sii guii ah pi and shi jie bully me !!
strike thrice !!!
@@
suan niao ..
terus edit the name bcum mine ..
hohoho !
i so lek luii !
hahaha xD

finish niao ..
all almost back ..
left me , ah pi , doraemon nia lurr ..
=]
but oso veli fun !
sampat dou seii ~
hahaha ~
doraemon go kia with his frenz jiek ..
then ah pi SO GOOOOD treat me ice creamm jiek .
hahaha .
still bigggg bigggg geh ~
3 scoopss ~
muahaha .
kongsi eat ~
^^
suddenly , doraemon duno hamisu ..
take the ice cream go ..
but not want to eat ..
is .. FEEEED US =X
put till my mouth niao takan dun eat meh !?!?
gong ~
hahaha !
but just shocked norr ..
duno wat to say ..
kaka .. xD

eat dao go play lift ..
sampat !
saw 3 ginaaas ..
oso same option with us !
play lift ==
got so wu liao mao ?
suan niao ..
we go till top floor ..
duno play wat pun ..
run laii run qu ~
hahaah !
^^

at last ..
they oso back earlier than me ..
dam daii me ....
sobbbbb ~
alone RONDAA duno how long ..
mummy just came ~
huu ~
alone really veli .. haihh ~

suan niao ~
fan zheng overall ..
TODAY VELI HAPPIEE !!
^^




Y: so longgg time didn't playy like that lurr .. xixi .. muack muack ~ rmb todayy ^^

YENG xD

huu ~
i veli yeng today ..
since last nite duno wat time ..
i sit in front of the computer ..
until 6am++ ..
hahaha ..
quite shiok that feel ..
xD

chat with xxx until morning 6am++ ..
mood better jorr lotss ~
and i didn't use the mood to talk ..
just talk happily ..
then jiu forget everything ..
so shiok jek ~
lurrrfff seii xxx ~~
hahaha !
^^

6am++ just oioi ..
and i'm happiee ..
^^
until 1++ almost 2pm just wake up ..
mam mam + chase movie xD

5pm piano lesson lurr ..
stop for 2months jorr ..
abit sheng shu niao ..
haih ~
i have to practise harder lurr ~
KAMPATTEE !!
^^


Y: 2moro hang out again , roller skating . oh yeaii ~ mwahh xD







so tired todayy ..
mental and physical ..
no more strength ~
i'm fully exhausted ..
no more smile , no more laughter .
>.<

拉倒！

想要我怎样！
说什么都不对！
说什么都不信！
我有做了什么吗！
一整天都在讽刺我就算了~
现在~

怀疑我！！！

是怎样 ？！？！！
我有做错什么吗 ？！？！！？
有些事情不想说不能说有错吗？
开开玩笑，也不对！
什么跟什么嘛！


我讨厌被怀疑，我讨厌不被相信 ！

我讨厌这种感觉！！！
不想跟你说话了！
很累！拉倒！



Y: i'll get mad , WITH EVEN A WORD OF DISBELIEF .

PMR's OVER !

hahahahaha !
PMR is over yesterday jiek .
xD
shout in school like siao lang .
muahaha .
sigh in relief .
hiak hiak ~

then back nia fren jiu hiong ,
say wan watch that G-force at 5pm !
wou ~
3pm++ almost 4 just reach home and rest .
then wan rush rush go out lagi .
hahaha .
but veli shiok jiek .
fan zheng ad cant oioi .
OVER EXCITED .
muahaha xD

ah bun , kerou , xian , and me !
^^
4 ppl r sitting in the cinema , with the other 3 duno geh ppl .
the cinema has noone !
==
maybe the movie out too long niao gua ?
everyone oso watched jorr lurr .
kakaka .
chap it .
bor lang , laugh dua dua sia , talk dua dua sia ...
kerou still put her legs on the chairs in front !
DIAO ~
=x

G-force so cute jiek !!!
the 4 mouse !
oh no ~
cute seii cute seii cute seii !!!
hahahaha !
blek ~
someone bor tan watch ,
scold me in bloggie .
mei li mao dao sii .
wateva ~
吃不到的葡萄是酸的 ！
wakakaka !

6pm++ finish niao .
come out nia saw my leng zaii fren .
long time din meet him .
xD
seii guii .
hao lian with me ,
say finish watching G-force niao .
jin ga dao si ~
hahaha .
^^

finish niao go eat kfc jiek .
eat eat eat ,
kerou's mumy ...
TENG ~
call her and tell her ,
she's outside waiting for her niao .
walau !
yeng !
hahahaha .
bor bian .
she jiu back niao .
left we 3 .
bored lurr .
as mall nothing to do .
go shopping .
and ...

hahaha .
that's my dayy .
a happieee dayy .
^^
back at 9pm .
home bor lang ~
jiu chase movie !
wakakaka !
古灵精探 B .

xD



Y: PMR is over niao . wanna do what next ? tak tau xD

59/60 ?!!?!

lalala .
finish my geografi exam .
hahaha .
^^
sampat ~
somebody send me the answer .
and i realise that i got 59/60 !
goshhhh !!
hahahahaha !
happiee seii ~
wakakaka xD

feel satisfied .
^^
hahaha .
but i thought that i can get 100% niao .
aya ~
xixi .

whateva .
now going to do ?
watch movie ?
play games ?
find songs ?
studyy !?!?!?
lol .
tak tau ~
sudenly fell so ... BORED ~


Y: songs playing - i know u want me xD

PMR is coming ! ^^

hahaha .
2moro PMR will be started .
i don't know what kind of feelings that i have now .
am i ready for tomorrow ?
i'm not sure .
but i know ,
i'm now so relax .
==
izit good ?
whatever .
hahaha .
just finish looking at the tips given by friend .

http://www.andrewchoo.edu.my/

now got feel already .
nervous feel .
hahaha .
my friends are all so nervous ,
making me nervous too .
hope that we will be calm and take it easy for the exam tomorrow .

BE CONFIDENCE !
^^

PMR , I WILL FACE YOU STARTED FROM

7/10/09 - 13/10/09 !

Y: i'll try my best to get what i want . =]

GOOD SUNDAYY xD

urhmm ...
although exam is around the corner ...
but i enjoyy it ...
hahahaha .

GOOD SUNDAYY xD

tis MORNING ...
being kacauu by GAS ,
4am just oioi ...
hahaha .
jio me go library STUDYY worr ...
ho xim nia ~
dun tell earlier ...
make me oioi so late , wake up early .
==
never mind lak .
fortunately it's not boring .
abor sure kill him .
Xp
XD

10am ah bun cum fetch me go .
ah then go there really see the GAS alone lurr .
kolian daii .
fortunately we go .
MUST THANK US .
muahahaa xD
ah then his fren havent come worr ......
ah then open book ...
ah then play his phone ...
ah then play his frenz ...
wakakaka xD
through sms lak ~
sampat seii ~

jo see me geh time his face so funny ~~
hao wan !!!
hahahaha !
^^
then next next ...
jiu shi pinky lurr ~
hahax .
but b4 pinky reach another come 1st ...
we change places jorr .
coz the table is for 4 person only .
so ...
play dao bu liao liao zhi lurr ~
yer ......
sien jiek ~~

then jiu really studdyy niao .

bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored

beh dong niao na !
go downstairs with ah bun .
DO BO BO THING .
wakakakakaka
xD
lazy upload photo lurr .
wan close com later niao .
2days more PMR .
^^

sampatt dao bor lat niao .
go back to the library ...
stuudyy .
yor ~~
22 22 22 22 22 ~
>.<

go mam mam lurr .
kopitiam .
GAS wan treat de norr !
but paiseii with him lak .
still give back jiek .
i so guaiii ~~~~~
wahahaaha xD

then go city plaza playyy .
xD
sampat ~
pinky think too muchiee .
tot we girls wont play this kind of thing .
hahaha .
go TUK TUK .
shiokk jiek .
pinky so sampatt ~
nice to meeet him .
^^

tik tak tik tak ~
more a while then back lurrrr ~
=]
not go home .
just go back library ==
xixi .
oh ya ,
before back ......
EAT ICE CREAM !
hahahaha .
seii yan pinky , treat them din treat me .
hmphh hmphh .
xD

half way ,
ah bun's legg .........
=X
i oso duno how to help her !
>.<
told the st. john geh cum ...
mana tau ..........


HE JUST SAY , "MAY I?"

SWEAT !
sampat pinky xD
ah then ah then ...
they oso change place to our nearer table to studdyy .
^^

tik tak tik tak ~
play lak , chat lak , studyy lak ......
till 5.30 ...
all wan zao niao ~
go back ......
back to city plaza ...
hahaha .
go play again .
^^
then i think 6pm++ back .
hahaha .

nicee memories <3



Y: nicee to meettt you yar , PINKY . ^^

STUDDYYY fridayy . ^^

hahahaha .
nicee fridayy jiek .
^^

laz nite ...
nono ... tis morning 5am ...
i just really oioi lur !
=.='''
damn seii .
cant oioi .
tak tau yyy .
=(
go tuition oso ki gong .
==
60 ques just get 47 !
damn lurr .
faint niao ~
=x

suan niao .
heard ah bii wan go KFC ,
aha !
jio her GO STUDDDDYY .
muahahahaa .
see ~ I SO GUAII ~~~
xD
p/s : no other words behind guaii na . xp
since 2day nobody at home ...
alone veli kolian de lurr .
huu ~
aku tak mau ~
go out better xD

then go Pizza Hut mam mam + STUDDDDYYY jiek .
^^
mamiiii ~
nobody bring money .
==
hahahahaa .
kerou pay all .
kek kek kek ~
^^

but ... my baobeii necklace ......
DISAPPEARED !!
T_____T

wan cry le lak .
jiao lian patah , baobeii necklace pun hilang .
wuwuwu ~~
="(
SUAN NIAO !
suii gao latt =x

mam mam finish niao jiu studdyy lurr .
the waiter keep refilling our pepsi .
hahaha .

see see ... got SEJARAH textbook narhh xD

i din tell liee jiekk .

^^

stuuddyy till sien jorr jekk .

find things do ~~~~

hiak hiak ~

BIG HEAD !

my BOYfriend ... ^^

havee a niceeee dayyy . ^^
happieee fridayy again jiekk ...
xixi .

tired seii .
tis morning so lateee oioi .
now duno wan go kok mao .
6pm niao .
lol .
later still wan studyy lurr .
just now just study abitt nia .
for me lak .
i aim more than it lur .
hehehe .

ahahaha !
just receive ah bii's call .
my necklace dropped at her car !
yeaii yeaii yeaii yeaii yeaii !!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha !
happiee seii .
muack muack muack ~
^^

Y: sunday wanna go out somemore tak mau go skull xD