IT'S ALL MY FAULT, PLEASE BE HAPPY

hohoho.. well.. im back here.
sorry for the long wait yar~
Form 5 life is kind of busy and.. tiring. sigh~
no choice. still i would accept it and bear for it for just HALF A YEAR !! 
waaaaa, sound so long to go yet..
nevermind, we have to bear for six months only !!
will it sound shorter ?? ahhh, anything :D

hmmmm.. i have a confession to make.
blog is something that i would 1st think of each time i land myself in an EMO situation.
im sorry for that kay ?
heeee, but this is really the best place for me to shout out my feelings.

im enough.
enough for everything recently.
enough for the outings , for the gatherings , and for the trips.
it didn't mean that i had gone for umpteenth times until they are ENOUGH.
but.. it is like.. not even once.
HAHAHAHA. know why ?
this is because each time we try to plan something , and there might have stumbling block in front of us.
sound soooooo.. "deep" right ??
hahahahaa.

actually, i myself too don't have any idea why everything would have changed so much.
maybe.. yaaa , these are all my faults , no doubt.
my words made people unhappy, my action made people shout out WTF.
wow ~ im just.. too expert right ? HAHAHAHA so funny .

NO, IT'S NOT. =s

So, i want everything to end in a better way and wanna regain the happiness among PEOPLE.
so i choose to be the one who is to be blamed.
and this is the best choice, don't you think so ?
you can just say 3 words ---- I'M SORRY and EVERYTHING IS SETTLED !
PANDAINYA ~~

i'm useless lah seriously.
everyone around me is just sooooo unhappy.....
for this and that.
maybe these are really damn fault of mine.
since everything had gone sooo wrong because of my presence, my words, my everything....
no matter what am i thinking.. HAH , who cares ??

nevermind, it's ok. since start from now, i don't even care of my OWN feelings anymore.
am i unhappy ?? don't know.
am i happy ????? don't know too.
yeeeee.. i'm kind of raving mad. GREAT.

whatever.
I JUST WANNA SAY HERE TO PEOPLE THAT :

PEOPLE , I'M SOOOO SORRY !

*don't have to be forgiven by people too. it's my fault my fault my fault !! GREAT !!! *

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... NiBu 1/6/2011 a feeling from heart.

Singapore's journeyyy !~~

FUN .. FUN and FUN !!
hahahah .
i had my best time with my beloved BOYFRIENDS and SWEETIES !
we'd gone for Universal studio in Sentosa , and this is the main reason we went there ..

at 1st we felt like abit bored , as it's not like what we'd thought of before.
but .. slowly we found the places which were fun !
we just realised that we'd gone for a big round without something interesting ~
we should headed there first !!
haihh ~~ stupid map had got me into the boring places =.=

well , there's also something like Disneyland ??
hahahahah .
lots of the workers there wearing the Egypt attires , penguin , madagascar , ghost ETC.

surely we had taken lots of photos !!
but unfortunately , they seemed to be not in mood to take photos ..
and i was like a Siao Po which got HIGH by myself .
LOL , you all , mai ah neh TT

and 1 more thing , there was extremely a big crowd !!
woww , i could just feel like shoving each other somehow while walking on the road .
and the line lo .. each time u wanna join in a game , u have to queue up at least for half an hour.
wuwuwuw ~~ the most torturing time .

and the sweltering heat of the sun had me out of my mind .
but still .. we would find something to fulfill our time..

GUESS WHAT ??
5 of us were playing 5-10-15-20.
do you know what's that ??
means .. each of us uses our fingers to show out the number u like .
and if the total of our number is the same as the number who one of us said , then that person would be the winner and the loser would be punished !! *TIAK your forehead.*

IT'S PAINFUL !!!!!
and they always aimed me !
wuwuwuw ~ how pity am i ~~
but fortunately i always emerged the WINNER !
NGIAK NGIAK NGIAK !
but surely, i'd lose once or twice lak. haihh ~

miao kia !!! hmphhh T.T

oh ya !! one thing !

i found that i'd in love with those things related to water !!

look at them then u'll know !

DOWN ~~~

thanks babbiee yong for accompanying me to play with it ! 

HAHAHA !

we not only standing there ......

we'd got into it when the water is not spurting out !! 

cameraman please be fast !!!!!!

or else i'll be wettttt !!!!!!

1~ 2~ 3~ 

*KA CHAK!!*

RUNNN !~~!~~~!~~~~

yeaii !!

we'd escaped successfully !!

MUAHAHAHA ! ^^

how stupid were we LOL . but we enjoyed it ..

and even when we're tired .....

we just took off our shoes and ......

hahahaha !! 

by the time we're waiting for others to gather .

we just found this place to rest ourselves .

the water was cool enough !

and we felt so comfortable as our legs dipped inside .

wooo ~~~

everyone was looking at us ~~

IGNORANCE IS BLISS :D

this was the one more water place !!

and after capturing this photo ......

my shoes were whole wet .

LOL , NO REGRETS BTW !!

hahahahah ! ^^

and so we took together too ~

yeaii , one family xD!

captured by : TOURIST . ^^

we'd also gone for something like go-kart.

damnly fun !!

and we all yearned for the second time !!!

wuwuwuwu ~~ 

by the way , ignore our bendan face bah . hahahaha .

look so nerddyy =x

anyway, i'd met him on the way we headed to our next destination !!

GUESS WHO !?

...

.......

it's him !! HAHAHAHA !

but sad to say , no presents were given to us ...

so saddd =(

so .. just capture a photo ba !! ^^

at last .. we were all tired ........

heeee ~

these few days we'd enjoyed ourselves tremendously ..

we'd gathered in the same room in the Hotel 18 and chit-chatted.

about what ??

hohoho ~~ something about ........

hehehe , they knew i knew , then ok already .

YOU ALL WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT THAT ??

im sorry , NO WAY !!

hiak hiak !! blek ~ ^^

we ate cup noodles ...

and 1 of the cup ......

i'd wrongly used the water that was not yet being boiled (tap water) to 'cook' the noodles ...

HELP ~
i TERPAKSA ate that cup of noodles !
and fortunately, i was still .. AS FIT AS A FIDDLE .
muahahaha !!
and surely din LAO SAI lol =x
hahahahah xD..

was this considered as a healthy face ??

ALER , ANYTHING LAK hahahah ! ^^

ho ! there was something interesting too !!

hahahaha ! 

THIS !~~

look at it seriously .

the building behind was real one.

and this swimming pool is 50++ floors above !!

and it looked like gotta fall if u were on the side of the pool.

GREAT RIGHT !?

we were all yearning for swimming in it !

but .. we were not the guests of their hotel .

grrrrrr ~

don't misunderstand.

we're not capturing those half naked guy .

HAHAHA.

and caution : the buildings behind were the real one .

AMAZING !! ^^

besides, we'd gone to the beach too ~~

when others were enjoying their dinner , we , the hyperactive ones were not hungry and decided to have a stroll by the seaside.

nice ~~~

many many others activities there still .

so .. MORE ON FACEBOOK.

hahahah .

mmmmuacks ! ^^

my little boyfriend HAHAHA.

cousin lak , babbiee yong !

HEART HIM SO MUCH ~ ^^

my mummy with my sweetie dar , cyee <3

ho ~~ this thing ar ..

because of this , we suffered from stomachache LOL !!

hahahahah . 3P .. !? xD

the muka tebal ones XD

and again XD

AND I WAS FORCED TO ACT LIKE A MIAO DURING OUR FREE TIME.

LOL.

xD..

END ! 

SINGAPORE aka christmas ! ^^

YO ~
i'll be going for a vacation in Singapore by TODAY !!
i'll set out at about 7pm , and now ..
what annoys me is that .. the PACKING UP.
aarghh ~

I LOVE TRAVELLING , BUT.. I HATE TO DO PACKINGS.
1pm now , and i don't even put my things in order yet.
HOHOHO save me PEOPLE !
which clothes should i bring along ?
shorts ? skirts ?

LOL . ALA , WHATEVER .
when time's up , i'll simply throw some clothes into my luggage and take up my backpack ,
and then , the journey is on !

XD

and this time , i'm going with ...

mummy !

lin and cyee ! 

with 2 boyfriends along ~ HAHAHA !

lovely babbiee yong and miao kia :D

delirious and anxious to see them !
i miss them lots ! ^^
it must be an enjoyable trip ~
Just wait for the photos and it'll up after coming back at 20/12/2010. xD..
don't miss me much ya.. ^^

SINGAPORE ! I'M COMING !!

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS !! ^^

I'll not be a Disappointment xD

AH ! ~~
i've done my job today.
btw, im still feeling like... im not actually a responsible one.
but whatever.
i'll always be responsible only on the things that I'M TRULY INTERESTED WITH.
and surely.. my ACADEMICS :D
it's my future ! and the ONLY way to achieve my dream ... ^^

FORM 5 in 2011, achieve 10A+ for SPM. 
WHO DON'T WANT !?
the problem is just that u CAN or CAN'T.
I know i can do it and may not let down my parents , my sister , my brother , my relatives , my cousins , my friends ... !!

my beloved family, important 1.

my beloved sisters, important 2.

how much hopes are they putting on me.
if i said that i don't even feel pressure, seriously, I'M LYING.
HAHAHA.
but i will manage to curb it and continue adding oilsss on my studies.
prove to the world , YAU WEI YING can do it ! yeshhh !! XD

NO MORE LAZINESS.
LAZYWORM GO AWAY AWAY.
BOOKWORMS COME COME.

Y: chasing after my dream. and it'll come true someday in the future :D

FIGHTING !

勉强地绽开笑颜 牵强地对你说 我很开心
其实...也许...

是回避的最好方式吧？
哈哈哈。
虽然...心里还是偶尔会有少许刺痛。
它会很快就过去了 对吗？
告诉我是对的...

Im not that weak , i could still resist what came into my life and accept as what it was.
who am i ?
HAHAHA , proud to say..

Im YAU WEI YING ,
a girl that always be categoried as a WEAK people by some human being.

I'LL PROVE IT PEOPLE 

IM NOT ALWAYS BE, AND CAN NEVER BE ANYMORE.

because i am daddy and mummy's daughter, 

because i am sister and brother's younger sister.

DON'T EVER BELITTLE ME OR YOU'LL REGRET.

I'LL EMERGE A WINNER.

YES.

look like doesn't have enough POWER huh !? 

...

alright .

XD

Y: As usual, i'll fight to the end , no matter how.

我该怎么说出口？

我该怎么说出口 我需要？

我该怎么说出口 我哭了？

我该怎么说出口 我怕寂寞？

我该怎么说出口 我忘不了？

我该怎么说出口 我想逃避因而到外头绕了一个圈？

告诉我 我该怎么说出口？

Y: im giving myself another chance...

Boredom had set in ...

The day of the Boredom had set in.

Although i m still having lots and lots of incomplete holidays homeworks to do,

still.. i'm lazy and even lazier to do it now.

aargh , is there anyone to save me out of the bookhills !?

well i know, the one could save me is me myself, and im going to complete the one i want to, then i would put the others aside and .... wee ~~

IGNORANCE IS BLISS .

hahahahh ! how smart am i , don't i ? XD..

ekhem , let's say about what had i gone through today.

1st : an ELECTRIC POWER CUT since around 8am until 1pm.

WHAT THE HECK !? 

but, surprisingly, i could still continued sleeping until 11something.

OUT OF THE BLUE !?

and i got HOT and had gone insane after that.

WONDERFUL !?

still, i haven't taken my bath since i woke up.

IMPRESSIVE !?

ok fine, since it had no more electricity supply, 

mummy decided to LEAVE the house and went to Tesco to do some shoppings.

but before that, i found out that my cons WERE "out of stock", 

and so we've gone to the specs shop, OnO to replenish it.

2nd : oik ? the brand that i was used to buy was gone out of stock, 

and so the salesgirl recommended me to use the others.

leaving not much options, i've bought just A PAIR to TRY OUT first,. 

for fear that i may not be used to it.

initially, i could not, as the thickness of the cons of this brand is thicker.

*BLINK BLINK ~~*

fortunately, SUCCEED :)

NEXT, Sentosa was our next destination.

Once we mention about Sentosa in these days, obviously, it's something related to the HANDPHONES.

that's right, my phone was almost DIED and so i've found a technician to SURVIVE IT.

*tiktok tiktok*

2hours have passed. finally, my phone was like a new one. and...

3rd : it just cost me RM15 !?

well , it shocked mummy and i out.

i love that guy HAHAHA xD..

Finally, Tesco !!

bought this and that, this and that.....

then.. we're home with plastic bags and surely FOODS !! ^^

yummy yummy, Big Apples Donut ! slrrrrrp ! xD

and now im here, wasting my time, doing nothing.

hahahah, bla bla bla, may have a sleeeeep soon.. XD..

Y: im in love with yiruma's Do You , which sent me some feelings that i could hardly forget......^^