Monday, March 29, 2010

EXAM dead 0.0


hahahahaha .
don't know why , my exam is already over , but my mood is nothing different .
lol , making myself 'high' .
wakakaka !
online , movie !
yeaii ~ i'm back ! ^^

HH gangs is getting more famous by today !!
hahahaha .
the whole list is here , but i'm too lazy to type it out :D
hmmm ...


if you have super eyes , if you are clever ones , then you might be able to see it .
HAHAHA , LOL .
*soli for my laziness*

anyway , maybe we gangs shall have an outing 2moro ? :D
yea , i'm superb anxious , as it has been sometime i didn't hang out jor .
hahaha , how obedient am i TT
but going where for doing anything , is not confirmed yet , heee .

anyway , i should have a short nap , but ...
haiya whatever ~
tonight might oioi earlier or what , CINCAI LA .
hahahaha .

just now saw a nice nice article again , it's quite true .
and guys will be surely agree about that :D
but it's really long !
giving up of typing so long lah wei .
just finish my exam , don't wanna torture myself .
gotta have a RELAX and RELAXING day 1st , hiakhiak x)


Saturday, March 20, 2010

Hidden Cries :)


A camp that contained most of tears of me .
i'd never cry so much in a camp .
this time , i did my job not well .
full of regret and sadness , it makes me think a lot .
everything seemed not to run well .
how disappointed am i , how sad am i .
i should have done this well , no excuse .
the consequence is just being seen , the process is not to be known .

but what hurts me more , is her words .

...

i know i'm a loser , i should accept your words .
but just because the words came from you , i felt so hurt .
i wanna cry , but before i completed my job , i knew i shouldn't .
and i was succeeded .
i was just crying in the dark corner , and being discovered by the one who really cared of me .
*thanks for lending me your shoulder lin , i love you much*

when i knew that the situation was getting worse and worse , i beared my feelings and came out .
but what came out from my eyes ...
i couldn't control .
for the moment then , i felt like i was useless !
crying is not the way of solving problems .
i'm trying to put down my feelings then , thinking of ways to solve that .

her expressions , her words , her every action , i was afraid .
why ? i don't know .
it couldn't be refuted that , she's really a good leader .
but , she had given me a bad feeling of looking down on me .
*badly hurts*

well , perhaps all was just my IMAGINATION ?
sometimes , i do feel jealous of her .

problems are solved .
finally , i found a safe place for me to hide .
i hid behind his back , pushing out all all all my feelings out .
i was crying badly and badly , letting out all my sadness to him .
*thanks for lending my your ears and your back for me to hide and cry*

i was getting well sooner .
i joined them and danced .

fortunately , i have you all , i love you all x)

SAMPAT JUNIOR @ HIAO BANG :D











More photos on Facebook .
*more faces included in the gangs , just lazy to upload more photos*

now , i guess everything is over !
and at last , i let out my feelings here , hehe .

exam is drawing near !
no more thinkings no more bad feelings !
STUDYING IS THE BEST WAY TO SOLVE EVERYTHING .

wakakakaka , what am i talking ?
well , it's not funny .
make your doings , enjoy my short briefing .
and i'm happy , don't worry :)



Y: your words stuck in my hearts , btw , it's a folly giving it too much thoughts .


Sunday, March 14, 2010

camp-ing :D

balabababa , i'm going to camp soon .
in these few more minutes , as my friends are BLOWING me .
hahahaha , well , see ya ! ^^

Sunday, March 7, 2010

how ... am i xD


How come i couldn't recalled it nii ?
arghhh , i've been cracking my head and it gotta boom .
the one who create the one who forgot ==
i'm damnly curious of what so complicated that cant't even let me know ?
what sort of secret is that ?
somemore have to wait until the person cant bear just reveal ?
wao ~ hah , how inquisitive am i .
WHATEVER =D

today was damnly tired , as i had been rushing my homework last nite until 2 sth or 3am !
how hardworking am i :D
but then this morning was a surprise !
i managed to wake up myself !
hahahahh , what a success lol ~~~~
i think i knew the solution ::

don't switch on musics before oioi then i will not assume that the alarm is just music on the next morning .
how clever am i . xD
and it works ! ;)

while walking to school , my legs were painful , my muscle aches all over .
pain pain ~~ sob ~
then it just dawned on me that i was having a 4km run yesterday , and this is the consequences for not having consistent exercise , hah .
my friends who was going to school with me too suffered from these .
the most suffering time was the moment we laughed .
our muscles at the abdoment ... !
how pity we are .

today i seemed to be in a blur on the whole .
i'd not enough sleep for few days , and so i slept in class for few periods !
and i didn't know what was the teacherSS discussing about ?
when they were wrapping the tables , i didn't even bother .
they were busy chatting , i ignored .
they were playing , i got my sweeeeetly sleeep !
hahahah !
btw , this is ME !
i LOVE sleeeeping ... ^^
*although i love playing and chatting and kapsiao-ing too*

XD

hrmm , after recess , i HAD TO GO for choir practice in the hall .
lol , everyday "suriram ~~~~~~" and repeated for several times .
and today ah sir had changed me to the Soprano I group .
before that i was singing for Alto .
what a big range , lol .
the whole song was just using my fake voice and HIGH key .
i prefer Alto ! I missed my friends in that group muchiee ! mwahh :)
btw , the people in this group was quite fun too , talkative , HAHAHA .
i guess no matter where i was , there will always a big chatsss .
but i was not making jokes , just Jozen was doing so , and though i was still very cooperated with her to make funs .
hahahah , she was so cute and pretty , it's so nice to meet her x)
her nickname , Ah Girl , she is a senior .
and also meet more juniors there , fun ! ^^
i took this opportunity to FORCE them to go for school reporter's camp .
hahaha , how wicked am i xD
at last , the one who don't know chinese , discipline teacher's daughter was also dying to go .
soli lak , who tells your mummy didn't allow you to study chinese ? so bad :)

1.50 , we finished practice , and i still couldn't go back my sweeet home and , i missed my bed muchiee more than i could say ! x(
there was a chinese class until 3pm .
formal letter AGAIN ......
and what the teacher said was different with what our ah yao gor said .
== what can i do ?
COUFUSED LAH !

...

whatever , i'm not listening , and keep disturbing the one who was sitting beside .
she still could bear me until 3 pm !
NOT BAD hhmm :D
*i love you Qiu Yi , hahahah xD

soon , at last , it had dismissed , *i can't disturb you already , so sad :(*

hahaha , again when the journey walking home , my legs was getting painful and painful and yet more painful especially my left leg ! x"(
my muscle was getting so tight ......
i need massageeee ~~~~
btw , she was too .
we were like 2 injured people walking by the road , hahaha .
anyway , i reached my home soon and got my freshly bath bath , nice nice lunch , and my sweeet sweeet sleeeep ! ^^

until 5.15 , piano lesson .
then then then ......

my day might end up onlining , and blah blah here :D

going to off ! mwahh , a nice dayy i have .
but i'm now started to think about today's homework .
arrrr .....
HOW HARDWORKING AM I .
hahaha .
nite nite =)



Y: song playing - bad romance by Lady Gaga x)

Thursday, March 4, 2010

带刺的伤害

I'm suffering when You're suffering as i could do nothing .

只能看着你,却不能为你做些什么。
我就只能这样吗?
是因为我的立场关系,导致自己无法开口说些什么吗?
我的安慰无形中成了讽刺?
就因为这样,我 什么都不能做,只能静静地听着,心疼着~
突然觉得自己一无是处,就连这么简单的事情,
对我来说,却是如此困难。
听得越多,心里就越难受。

我越来越害怕说实话,因为我的实话 对别人而言 是一种伤害。
我的一句话,就足以让一个人的情绪更不稳定。
打从什么时候开始,我的言语成了不自觉地 讽刺?
我不该再说太多,只会让人觉得困扰。
唯一能做的,只有避免类似的话题,这样,你我都会比较好过 ......
我不会再重提。
我会尝试去回避,不再说多了。
我不想让彼此有任何改变。




Y: 我的言语 无形中 成了一种带刺的伤害

Monday, March 1, 2010

一人留

石欣卉-一人留


有一种想陷下去的感动
听着你的脆弱并非无动于衷
我总是忘了怎么不挥霍
你辽阔的温柔他现在比从前消瘦

可惜你的爱我不能收
可惜你的手我不能握
你别再累了我想甩脱

三人游两人疚一人留
微微的深深的不能舍不得
淡淡的浓浓的都已不值得
你应得的不在我这
勇敢走下一段路口会有人等候
比我更大方给你更多快乐
用真心将你完成

有一种挥之不去的内疚
读着我的伤忧读着你的难过
放开你无助安放的执著
好朋友依旧不会就此擦肩而过

可惜你的爱我不能收
可惜你的手我不能握
你别再累了我想甩脱

三人游两人疚一人留
微微的深深的不能舍不得
淡淡的浓浓的都已不值得
你应得的不在我这
勇敢走下一段路口会有人等候
比我更大方给你更多快乐
用真心将你完成

我知道我知道我知道
是因为是因为我的爱
我的爱在他身边总离不开~
我爱他就是离不开~

我想甩脱
三人游两人疚一人留
微微的深深的不能舍不得
淡淡的浓浓的都已不值得
你应得的不在我这
勇敢走下一段路口
想不到的会出现的
比我更大方给你更多快乐
用真心将你完成
比我更大方给你更多快乐
我期盼你能快乐



Y: i was deep in love with this song ... it had given me so much feel =)