IT'S ALL MY FAULT, PLEASE BE HAPPY

hohoho.. well.. im back here.
sorry for the long wait yar~
Form 5 life is kind of busy and.. tiring. sigh~
no choice. still i would accept it and bear for it for just HALF A YEAR !! 
waaaaa, sound so long to go yet..
nevermind, we have to bear for six months only !!
will it sound shorter ?? ahhh, anything :D

hmmmm.. i have a confession to make.
blog is something that i would 1st think of each time i land myself in an EMO situation.
im sorry for that kay ?
heeee, but this is really the best place for me to shout out my feelings.

im enough.
enough for everything recently.
enough for the outings , for the gatherings , and for the trips.
it didn't mean that i had gone for umpteenth times until they are ENOUGH.
but.. it is like.. not even once.
HAHAHAHA. know why ?
this is because each time we try to plan something , and there might have stumbling block in front of us.
sound soooooo.. "deep" right ??
hahahahaa.

actually, i myself too don't have any idea why everything would have changed so much.
maybe.. yaaa , these are all my faults , no doubt.
my words made people unhappy, my action made people shout out WTF.
wow ~ im just.. too expert right ? HAHAHAHA so funny .

NO, IT'S NOT. =s

So, i want everything to end in a better way and wanna regain the happiness among PEOPLE.
so i choose to be the one who is to be blamed.
and this is the best choice, don't you think so ?
you can just say 3 words ---- I'M SORRY and EVERYTHING IS SETTLED !
PANDAINYA ~~

i'm useless lah seriously.
everyone around me is just sooooo unhappy.....
for this and that.
maybe these are really damn fault of mine.
since everything had gone sooo wrong because of my presence, my words, my everything....
no matter what am i thinking.. HAH , who cares ??

nevermind, it's ok. since start from now, i don't even care of my OWN feelings anymore.
am i unhappy ?? don't know.
am i happy ????? don't know too.
yeeeee.. i'm kind of raving mad. GREAT.

whatever.
I JUST WANNA SAY HERE TO PEOPLE THAT :

PEOPLE , I'M SOOOO SORRY !

*don't have to be forgiven by people too. it's my fault my fault my fault !! GREAT !!! *

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... NiBu 1/6/2011 a feeling from heart.