NO MORE TRUST . NO MORE BELIEVE .

[ A MESSAGE NOT ONLY FOR YOU ]

"I don't know whether you'll care it or not .
or even doesn't matter for you .
but i do care it much and much .
It has stucked me to proceed for such a long time .
1 week ? 2 weeks ?
if it's so short enough .
It has remained in my heart, deeply .
It's painful .
this is the first time, that i am honest enough to relate it .
you're the person that i will always believe before.
but now ,
i am not sure anymore .
perhaps there is no fault of you .
perhaps , it is .
I have no more trust , no more believe in anyone right now .
and i also don't know who was the fellow that did so well and can let me miserable .
everything returns to ZERO .
I'm frustrated .
I am fed up of all the trust and tricks .
Perhaps it will just long for a night , or a day ,
perhaps ,
it takes a long time ,
and stuck me alone in the dark night .
when i am writing this message ,
i am extremely crying ,
crying at a silent corner of myself .
No one , no more . "


Y : a message that fall me down , through a silent night .