Is to Scold , Is to Cry x[

last nite 3am , this morning 8am crawl up duno for what , awake by myself .

maybe is because my Gigi fell down to the floor i guess , heee .

aha , i dreamt my piano teacher scolded me for not practising .

this morning fortunately din kena when piano lesson .

fiu ~~ hahaha .

when lesson , i was totally not paying attention .

teacher said C major , i played C# major ; teacher said B major , i played Bflat ~

SWEAT .

exam pieces lagi teruk ~

i don't wanna say about that , disappointed with myself .

haihh ~

continue practising ba ~~

abit stressful for that , as i have to do lots of homeworks this year .

tuition ones , school ones ...

almost every tuition got homework , zhadao ~

and some problems that i had with myself .

i'm definitely torturing myself with some meaningless things .

what can i do ? ><

i'm trying and trying to take it over , and deal with my mood swings recently .

it's sucks =x

well , after lesson , i'm just opening the computer , and move my photos lak , this lak that lak .

after that lunch outside with family , ah then go and see furniture somewhere near tesco .

kinda far to go there from my house , beh guai mummy dunwan go tesco , hahaha .

hmm , gotta choose dining chairs and a coffee table , ah , also a carpet .

at last , i also don't know the choosing is ON or not lol , xD

forgot time ! it's 3.20pm !

and i gotcha rush to as mall to watch The Spy Next Door at 3.30pm .

paiseii with my friends for waiting me there ><

btw , i'm tired and sleeepy , and was wearing a super big shirt today , look like didn't wear pants , some said that too , hahaha .

oopss , really didn't wear pants huh ? xD

the movie is funny !

hahaha , laugh everyone's head off xD

and i guess a quarter of them in the cinema , i can recognise =D

*lazy to describe ad*

lalala , i think we are going to be further and further =)

almost 6pm backed .

ah sun , hot hot x(

as i reached home , whole people gotta ... ki gong .

yyy ? not enough sleeep .

blur ~ but mummy keep on telling me to do this and that , since she said i looked veli pale today .

actually i'm going to take a nap , but failed .

pek chek ><

online duno wanna do what , SAJA ==

the best fake smile that i ever have x)

Y: to calm myself down , the best way is to scold , is to cry .