Hidden Cries :)

A camp that contained most of tears of me .

i'd never cry so much in a camp .

this time , i did my job not well .

full of regret and sadness , it makes me think a lot .

everything seemed not to run well .

how disappointed am i , how sad am i .

i should have done this well , no excuse .

the consequence is just being seen , the process is not to be known .

but what hurts me more , is her words .

...

i know i'm a loser , i should accept your words .

but just because the words came from you , i felt so hurt .

i wanna cry , but before i completed my job , i knew i shouldn't .

and i was succeeded .

i was just crying in the dark corner , and being discovered by the one who really cared of me .

*thanks for lending me your shoulder lin , i love you much*

when i knew that the situation was getting worse and worse , i beared my feelings and came out .

but what came out from my eyes ...

i couldn't control .

for the moment then , i felt like i was useless !

crying is not the way of solving problems .

i'm trying to put down my feelings then , thinking of ways to solve that .

her expressions , her words , her every action , i was afraid .

why ? i don't know .

it couldn't be refuted that , she's really a good leader .

but , she had given me a bad feeling of looking down on me .

*badly hurts*

well , perhaps all was just my IMAGINATION ?

sometimes , i do feel jealous of her .

problems are solved .

finally , i found a safe place for me to hide .

i hid behind his back , pushing out all all all my feelings out .

i was crying badly and badly , letting out all my sadness to him .

*thanks for lending my your ears and your back for me to hide and cry*

i was getting well sooner .

i joined them and danced .

fortunately , i have you all , i love you all x)

SAMPAT JUNIOR @ HIAO BANG :D

More photos on Facebook .

*more faces included in the gangs , just lazy to upload more photos*

now , i guess everything is over !

and at last , i let out my feelings here , hehe .

exam is drawing near !

no more thinkings no more bad feelings !

STUDYING IS THE BEST WAY TO SOLVE EVERYTHING .

wakakakaka , what am i talking ?

well , it's not funny .

make your doings , enjoy my short briefing .

and i'm happy , don't worry :)

Y: your words stuck in my hearts , btw , it's a folly giving it too much thoughts .