Saturday, June 19, 2010

Phobia Of Responsibility

recently EMO ~~
i admitted , maybe holidays are really too boring , keep thinking something nonsense .
wakakak .
now i'm normal .
xD

well , today i'd received a news ..
but .. i don't know whether it's gooood or badddd for me .
will that be the second chance for me to handle something well ?
will that be the chance to prove myself again ?
i'm just .. too lack of confidence in myself since the incident happened .
i know i have noone to blame except myself .
well , this is my 2nd chance to prove it , LOL .

I WILL TRY TO BE RESPONSIBLE for this .
i swear =X

but , i'm scared that it will be a failure again .
i'm kinda .. TL .
"what the piku ~~ "
i need to regain my self-confidence .
but .. how to do it ?

anyone can please help me and prop me up from my fall ??
TT
i'm just simply , feared of the responsibility putting on my shoulder .
don't even wanna .






Y: since when , i have lost all my strength to believe in myself ?? :((

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