Tiring ..

hmmm .. i seemed to have forgotten when was my last post .

whatever , it doesn't important .

i'm feeling quite tired ..

i've just reached Alor Star yesterday and i attended my tuition class this morning at 7.30am !!

LOLLLL .

and now , i'm wondering how can i finish my homework in these few days , so short time .

25 essays , 50 newspaper clippings , N.I.E ( just for the stupid pizza hut == )

i don't even touch it in the holidays .

in fact , i don't have the time too xD

just now i had just attended my piano lesson .

i'm getting more and more stressful right now .

25 june will be my dying date .

i don't dare to think of what the examiner's face will be .

strict one ? friendly one ?

whatever , what is the most important ......

my exam pieces are not even satisfied by my teacher , or even myself :((

who can help me ? MYSELF .

who can let me to confide in right now ? MYSELF .

who can console me for a moment ? MYSELF .

i just realise that i have no friends who can be confided in .

NOT EVEN ONE .

i feel so helpless in this moment .

sometimes , i do feel breathless of knowing friends .

i don't feel their true hearts , or maybe , that's the own problem of myself ?

PERHAPS , I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE .

i was dreadful , i was a fool ?

TIRING MIND ......

lastly ..

I'M DEAD MISSING YOU ! ="(