默不作声 只是不想破口伤害

some sort of uncomfortable feelings crawl up to my heart .

what is that ?

i have no bravery to admit , 我在吃醋 !

hohoho ~ me lo , Yau Wei Ying lo !

hahahahah , don't know yyy , some sort like .......

jiu uncomfortable lak yor ~~~

hard to explain what do i feel now ...

some sort of fear , some sort of dislike , some sort of indifference .

i don't feel like doing my homework , no mood to do it .

NOT EVEN .

this is because of another reason too !

TODAY , there is a bigggggg MONKEY appears in our minds and give us a freaking sucks feeling .

what does she say infuriates me and makes my friend cry too .

so , what she wants now ?

just the moment then , i felt like wanting to CALL HER UP and SCOLD .

but ... this time i think of the consequences , although my mouth said that i didn't .

i know my friend will be in a hard time if i have done so .

i don't want anyone to be unhappieee .

but , is that everything that i could do !?

我不服气 。

为什么忍耐的永远是我们，而她却可以胡作非为！

这是什么世界?

我们默不作声，不代表默认，而只是不想破口伤害。

今年，我答应过谁，我不会再惹事。

但是，我真的不知道哪一天我的忍耐到了极限。

我从来不按耐着自己去做我不想做的事， 而只跟着情绪去完成。

但这次，我是为了谁这样折腾我自己去忍耐？

是为了所有人好？或许吧。

我从来不懂得忍耐，不想忍耐。

但这次，为了谁，我忍耐了？

我居然没有破口伤害，是因为可以更冷静地去思考了吗？

ou ~ EQ 变高了！

哈哈哈，并没有。

我现在只是在欺骗我自己，欺骗自己不把它当作一回事。

成不成功，我真的不懂得。

但，我讨厌欺骗，尤其是自己。

谁可以帮得了我? .......

Y: A monkey in the sea , IT polluted our pretty sea .

MA LAO SI FAT , please , go back to your zoo and stop annoying .

just SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP .

we remain silent , doesn't mean that we are feared of you , we are just bear-ING .

don't infuriate my friends either one , don't even try to infuriate me , you have no right to do so , 你没资格 。