Sad moments ~

hmmm ...

what to say ?

recently , my days are sucks .

everything is not going well , everything is added with fuel , everything is going to be on fire .

every and evrything that actually full of happiness can be mixing with madness .

yyy can those be like this ?

seriously , i'm really fed up with those in these days .

and these days , noone is truly happiee from the wee hours of the morning till the dead of the night .

what is going on so mad ?

what had happened for these days ?

yyyy can it be like this ?

new year is supposed to be full of happiness isn't it ?

i'm now getting emotional .

recalled everyone and everyone that is not happiee in these days ......

i'm nearly cried .

tears fulfilled my eyes , but i didn't let it fell down , i know i shouldn't .

i should be strong to face anything .

or else ... the peoples around me will getting into the same condition with me .

i'm trying to cheer myself up .

and i'm succeeded .

but now , i'm getting all my feelings out .

everything happened sounds relating to me .

i'm afraid of those .

i don't know what to say right now .

Y: stay that far behind , continue walking on my street .