something had gone , something was disappeared .
what are those ? i'm finding the actual answer ...
i'm too failed in acting nor disguising or even pretending .
i can't even pretend or act that not to see something that i had seen , or even keeping my feelings .
i say what i want to , i do what i feel to .
but i hope that i'm not too honest with those all ......
i'm getting myself into a large large well , my head could be seen bobbing up and down in it .
i cannot breath , i can't even shout for helps , my voice is hoarse .
the feelings make me die .
noone save me , as noone knows that i'm there .
my time is not sufficient at all , but i wasted my time still on those useless things .
yyy will i have such a feeling ? because i'm being feared to loss ?
i hate to lose something that i have been used to or cared of .
not just hate , i'm afraid ...
Y: it struck fear in my heart x(
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